Litterly just a book of mmu oneshots at this point

Will i be good enough?

I asked my selft this question as i started school for the first time , as i applyed for my first job and now i ask it as Hazel stands in front of me , one hand on her stomach and a terrified look on her face.

Will i be good enough?

I shake my head. "it can't be true" i say

"i - i'm sorry" she replys cautiously

There nothing for her to be sorry about , it's not her fault , she didn't ask for it. But i'm too shocked by what she told me that i can't reply.

Out of the corner of my eye , i see a tear trickle down her cheek, " i'm sorry " she repeats , her hands now clutched together at her heart " i - i didn't ask for this to happen you've got to know-"

I cut her off by sweeping her into a big hug " theres nothing for you to be sorry about"

Hazels cheek is now rested on my shoulder and i can feel her smilling , as she leans her cheek there.

I gently move my lips so that they are close enough for me to kiss her , so that our lips are just centimeters apart. She smiles that beautiful , shy smile that lights up my world "were going to have a child" she whispers

"were going to have a child " i whisper back ,nodding my head

"Were going to have a child"! i say a little louder this time, moving closer to Hazel and putting my lips against hers, our hands find each other and i entertwine my fingers in hers. When were done kissing and hugging and celebrating she stares at me and i stare back , getting lost in those deep brown romantic eyes.

And then i remember the doubt i felt when she told me and i know she must feel the same. "Hazel" i say quite as ever " i'm always going to be there for you no matter what "

I don't think its going to be easy and i never will but i know that Hazel and i can get through anything together , because at the end of the day it's always her i come home to.