Hinata's Depression.
Hinata lied on her bed, her eyes red from crying; what you may ask? Yes she was crying over HIM again, what's so good about him anyways?; not that he saved her many times and countless times he doesn't even remember. She loved the Uzumaki boy, everyone had been telling to move own. They would say stuff like; you have a great body and guy would want!; or even; any man wouldn't hesitate to touch you!; Yes people actually said such disgusting things she didn't want to hear. Why would she listen to such rubbish in the first place; she didn't even listen to her father nagging her about getting a boyfriend, to her it doesn't matter, he loves HER and not Hinata.
After what felt like seconds to Hinata, she stood up from her bed and took a long ass bath that exceeded over 2 hours, she needed to clear her mind, so she wouldn't think of Sakura and Naruto dating, it made her cry even more. Before she knew what was happening, she picked up a blade and ran it down her skin, leaving awful looking marks around her arms; She swore never to show or tell anyone about her 'new habit'.
After spending months in complete solitude; not taking anyone in or out, she finally left her rented out house. If you were to see her now vs. a couple of months ago, you would be terrified. She lost so much weight, although her breast became bigger and her curves expanding, she had lost a good 35kg. Her hair was now longer. Well that's just outside appearance, if you were to look at her actual body, you would see the most horrifying thing; Thousands and thousands of burn, cut, rope, and all the kind of scars you could think of; Fine line, sunken, Hypertrophic, any kind you can imagine! From her neck to her ankles.
It didn't hurt, nothing hurt, not emotionally, not physically, heck! Not even sexually. She often thought; 'is this being emotionless is' It rang in her head countless times. Lack of sleep, Food, and even sunlight. She felt as if she was going blind.
Kiba: Have any of you seen Hinata?
Naruto: No not since a few months ag-
Shino: And you didn't bother checking! I don't want to be that person but, I don't care at this point, she's my damn teammate. She loved you! Damnit! She would have given her entire existence if it was just to be with you, how are you so blind you can't see that! Yea it's weird to secretly stalk someone, clean up their house and take care of them when they pass out, but she was doing it because she actually cared about you! Not like Shikamaru or Choji did, Of course being in the Hyuga clan doesn't allow freedom like that, She did her best to sneak away just to check on you. In the academy she would cheer for you, even when you yourself didn't have faith in your abilities! AND SHE'S GONE FOR MONTHS YOU DON'T BOTHER TELLING US, OR RAISING ALARM, OR EVEN GOING TO CHECK!
Kiba: Shino...
Sakura: Shino calm dow-
Shino: I'm going to look for her myself. Leaves everyone dumbfounded*
Hinata could barely stand properly, her body ached although it didn't show on her face. She saw someone that looked like Shino, but shrugged it off. The person was approaching her.
Shino: Hinata?
He saw someone that resembled his teammate. He met her and stood in front of her.
Hinata: S-s-shino?
Shino: Hinata? Where the hell have you been?
Hinata: Hurting...everything is just wrong! I don't know what do anymore...what to think...I'm so confused...
Shino hugs her.
Shino: You'll be fine, you've lost a lot of weight, and I'd say 30kg max?
Hinata: More than...35...
Shino: What?!
Hinata: Yea I'm sorry for isolating myself and not telling you guys what was wrong....
Shino: I'm just glad you are okay, you didn't hurt yourself right?
Hinata: I............
Shino: Hinata... Show me your arms.
Hinata: Raises her sleeves*
Shino: What the hell...why did you do this?
Hinata: Crying* I don't know...
Shino hugged her again and she cried in her jacket.
Shino: You'll be fine okay? Why don't you come and see everyone?
Hinata: I can't see Naruto and Sakura...
Shino: Sigh* Crap...Okay then, just Kiba?
Hinata: O-okay...
Shino: Do you need help?
Hinata: A little...
Shino helps her walk.
Back at the group*
Naruto: ...
TenTen: I never knew Shino could talk like that...
Kiba: We have been friends for years and ...
Shino: Kiba come.
Kiba: Uh Okay...
He leaves to where Shino is.
Kiba: Wha-
Shino: Don't shout; don't even say anything that will hurt her feelings, okay?!
Kiba: I understand.
Shino brings Hinata to Kiba.
Kiba: Who's she?
Hinata: K-Kiba...
Kiba: H-Hinata?
Hinata: H-hey...
Kiba: Oh God...What happened?
Hinata: I....
Shino: She's hurt.
Kiba: Oh...
Neji: I hadn't even realized it myself...
Naruto: I'm such a bad person...
Sakura: It's not your fault...
Shino, Kiba and a female walk to them.
Naruto: You guys came back? Who is the girl you're with? , Hinata isn't this ugly...
Hinata: Completely loses it* Right... I'm not this ugly...ha... it is fine... just great...everything is awesome... not that I hurt myself or anything like that... or I scream at my reflection till I cry... or scar myself... nope... I'm just fine... hahahahahhahahahahahha..... I don't cry myself to sleep at night... or anything... I am perfectly fine... I'm not crazy or anything... hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahhahahahahahahahahahahaha I'm just trying to move on with my life....
Shino: NARUTO YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hinata: Don't blame Naruto for MY misfortune....If anyone is to blame it's me...
Everyone stayed quiet, Hinata had lost it, Naruto couldn't even say anything, and he felt HORRIBLE.
