random writes

I'm falling in deeper

the more I walk the deeper I get   

the farther I fall in     

the more people I lose

they don't understand

on the outside, you have to be perfect

but, on the inside, I'm losing my mind

they expect me to be perfect

they believe I am perfect

perfect grades, perfect life, perfect parents

they think I look perfect

they think that I think I look perfect

but I dont

I know I shouldn't call myself fat 

but I think I am

I try to swim to get rid of the fat

I love swimming

but I'm drowning 

and no one can save me

- E