My Destination is You

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Mix POV:

I began to regret the fuck I did yesterday but even if I wanted to make it up I couldn't, first he won't let me talk to him second my fucking father, I just can't understand him,

I took my shower and ate my breakfast slowly everything was going real slow I don't know if that is my feeling or that's true, anyway today is going to be a long day,

I went to the company and waited in front of the elevator, “p'Mix oh what are you waiting for, you've been standing here for 20 minutes now" panprin asked throwing me out of my thoughts,

“Earth" I said without even thinking, without remembering what I did yesterday,“but Earth is not coming you know" she said sadly and looked at the ground,

“You know?" I asked surprisingly, how did she know something happened between us, are they really that close,“of course I know Earth tells me everything" she said trying to cheer up but I can see how sad she is,

“You love him, don't you?" I asked straightforwardly, I know how to be in love with someone looks like,“oh of course no p'Mix that's not it I will be going, bye" she said and left I can see her cheeks blushing,

Of course she loves him that's so obvious, but why do I feel like I am about to murder someone, Earth is so handsome, kind, manly, tall and muscled, he got everything for a girl to be attracted to,

He deserves that but still feels like killing someone, I know he is just too good but there's thousand men out there can't you leave Earth for me, did I just say Earth and for me, what am I even thinking of,

I got rid of those thoughts and went to my office. it felt so empty without Earth humming while checking my emails, without him complaining about being my servant when I wanted coffee, I just miss him more than I thought.

Time is passing real slow like hell, it was soon time to go home and I was fucking tired, Earth was doing me a hell of work I was really doing nothing when he was here,

“Earth just send the address stop being stubborn" that high pitched voice snapped me out of my thoughts, it belongs to panprin of course and she's saying send me address EARTH!! she is going to meet him,

My heart started to beat like a roller coaster and my brain stopped working, I was just thinking of what on earth could be the fuck she wants from my Earth,

I decided I would follow her wherever she were going, after a while of driving my heart sank even more, it's the address of his home what is she going to do there,

She paid off the taxi and took her phone out I think calling Earth to come out, after a few minutes my heart rate raised. Earth was there with his strong built body walking to her and greeting her.

Earth POV:

“Wake the fuck up Earth it's 2 PM for fuck's sack" it was the first word came out from panprin's mouth,“I am just tired leave me alone why do you even want to see me" I said trying not to sound so mean,

“I miss you" she said with a soft voice,“it's okay pan it's just the first day without me you can survive" I said slowly,“no I need to see you after work today I have something important to talk to you" she said nervously,

“You can say it here" I said trying to convince her not to see me, I look really terrible because I didn't sleep last night,“Earth! just send the address stop being stubborn" she said and I gave up, knowing I won't win arguing with her,

I got dressed after a while, she called me and I went out to see her, yeah that's Panprin and her calming aura she reminds me of Jane, the two of them are beautiful and caring, it's beautiful to have two sisters,

“I miss you so much" she said as soon as I reached her,“I miss you too Pan, you didn't need to come all here to see me or tell me whatever it's a hell long distance" I said more like a mother nagging,

“It's okay I don't mind" she said smiling her bright and beautiful smile, I smiled back and said,“okay stubborn girl let's walk to the park nearby",

I led her to a calm spot and crossed my arms looking at her,“spit it now miss hard to get" I said smugly,“it's a serious Matter, you idiot shut up" she said and I rolled my eyes in response,

“Okay I will take this as a sign to say, look what I am about to say you may find it weird but that's my true feelings and I wanted you to know it, Earth I love you, I love you so much not like my friend or a brother" when she finished my face paled, OMG that's unbelievable,

I really treated her like my sister and now that, I don't really want to hurt her she's so important to me,“look Pan you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and you're caring and supporting I can't ask for more but I am really sorry you're just like Jane I can't see you in other ways" I said and put my hand on her shoulder to support her,

“There's someone you love already right?" she asked slowly not looking at me, my breath hitched and my heart rate raised because the memorable of that certain person I really love,

I didn't trust my voice and my self not to cry I just nodded my head silently,“it's him right" she said and my heart stopped I looked at her quickly and she grabbed me and hugged me tight,

“**I know you love that stupid CEO of ours, I just want you to know that I support whatever your choice is and I support your sexuality I don't want you to feel unloved you're the best I hope you get that stubborn git to love you back cause you deserve that" she said and released me,

I was really about to cry that's why she is like Jane for me she supported me even she's hurt,“thank you so much Pan I love you" I said and hugged her one more time before walking home again.

Mix POV:

My heart stopped, they were talking and my heart kept aching I wanted to be the one to sit there next to him but here I am shamelessly eavesdropping on them, I got closer behind there the bench they were sitting and hid in the bush,

I couldn't hear so well but I heard her, with her feminine voice saying I love you Earth more than a friend, my heart sank and my brain stopped working, she is taking away Earth and all I am doing is hiding in the bush, wow how pathetic,

I was about to leave when I heard her speaking again so this time I got up to see,my blood boiled and my veins popped out of my neck she was hugging him, did he say he likes her back!

“I know you love that stupid CEO of ours, I just want you to know that I support whatever your choice and I support your sexuality I don't want you to feel unloved you're the best I hope you get that stubborn git to love you back cause you deserve it" I heard her as I was about to leave, my heart stopped she is referring to me and he is not denying it!

I marched to my car, my heart is about to pop out I can't control over my excitement, he loves me really not like how my father said,

Fuck me I just got rid of him without giving him time to explain himself, how great you're Mix, but there's still a problem what about his sister's school, my father is really an asshole and he would expell her if he wants to,

I stayed in my car smiling like an idiot and decided I will deal with other things tomorrow.