Fallin' for You- A Rosslington/Rikoss Story

Feelings

Riker's POV

I know what I did was wrong but I was just so jealous.

I honestly don't know why I did that. If I was going to kiss anyone, it should have been my brother.

That's right, I like Ross.
I know what you're thinking.

"Ew. Incest."
"That's sick"
"Seriously Riker?"

But I can't help it. Ever since I looked into those big brown eyes, I knew he was going to be important to me.

It wasn't until I was about 14 that I realized I was gay for him. By then, he was 10. He still ran around like a toddler but it was just so cute.

We became really close. For him it must have just been as brothers but for me, every time I felt his touch my body screamed "kiss him! Push him up against the wall and kiss him!". But, of course, I knew that was wrong.

I know it's incest. But you love who you love, it doesn't matter. And I get that it's illegal. But I'm head over heals for this boy.

I sit down on the bench thinking this all through. I have to at least get Ellington off the hook. Maybe I should tell Ross how I feel.

No! He'd hate me. Or avoid me! He'd probably never talk to me again!

I just have to hold my head up, apologize, and keep my secret like I have the past 9 years.

I stand up and walk back to the group preparing to meet my doom.