Shuntice Pov
Next morning
I woke up with August's arms wrapped around me. I slowly moved from his embrace making sure not to wake him. I stretched and started yawning i was still sleepy. My body Felt like it was slammed against the wall. I woke up with this bad headache. I looked to my left and i saw August sleeping with his mouth open a little it was cute. I set up on the bed going over the shit that happened at Mel's and Chandra's lastnight. If i was with any one else in that moment i would have been scared but i wasn't don't get me wrong it was traumatic but i felt safe with him, like i know that he wont allow or let anything happen to me.
I have never felt like that before especially with someone that I only known for a little over a month maybe. I'm trying to open up more to him cause i really like him but I'm scared of getting hurt,I'm scared of falling so hard for him that I will never give another man a chance. I feel we both have this deep connection with one another as much as i can't stand him at times i cant deny we have something deep i can't really put it into words.
When i look at him i see somethin different compared to what he shows the world. I guess Melanie was right he can be really sweet. The altercation with Derek told me that he wanted more then just sex he wanted to be with me. When i dated Derek, He just wanted me cause i was pretty i looked good with him and we looked good together but even if i never moved from VA i would of still broken up with him. August compared to Derek they're both like two different worlds, day and night, Water and Oil and even though Derek and I look good together but we will never have the connection August and i have. August is hood from the street Derek well he was soft and a clown compared to August. August doesn't hold back when i get out of line i love that he doesn't give in to me I can't run over him. When we have sex its so intense its beyond passionate, he is gentle he gives me just the right amount of roughness . I will never tell him that I'm more into him then he prolly realizing. I got out of my on conversation i think i love him, No i can't be in love with him That would be crazy. i got up out of the bed and went to wash my face and brush my teeth.
August walked in the bathroom moments later.
August- ah nigxa need to take a piss
Shuntice - can you hold it til i'm done
August - you ah nigxa?
Shuntice - No
August - ok then i cant hold it. He lifted up the toilet seat and pulled his dick out and started peeing.
Shuntice - your so fucking disgusting August. He just laughed and i walked out the bathroom. He washed his hands and walked up to me and kissed me.
August - Don't be like that
Shuntice - did you wash your hands nasty why you butt all touching me.
August - Nope he started to smile
Shuntice - you fuckin nasty Ding ah Ling ewww don't touch me. I said going to the room. August followed me
August -so ah nigxa a ding ah ling head really who says that shit.
Shuntice - Me, now move away from me. He grabbed me picking me up.
August -make me. He dropped me on the bed.
Shuntice -August don't play with me with ya lil nasty hands. He got on the bed hovering over me. He just stood there looking down at me and i looking up at him. Why are you looking at me like that.
August - i can't look at you?
Shuntice - no not right now. He started kissing me. I wrapped my hands around his neck. He kissed my lips and used his hand to lifting my leg up.
August - damn. He said in my ear he reached between my legs and put himself inside me. He felt good everytime he would start stroking i would squeeze on his dick. He stared into my eyes and i looked into to his.
August- Shuntice i think I..
Rachel- what in the hell is going on in her Shuntice.
I looked over August shoulder and it was my mom standing in the door way.August got up and slide out of me putting himself back in his boxers. My mom looked at me and looked at August. August got up and grabbed his pants and his gun was on the dresser.
Rachel - Shuntice i live for out of town and you have some Thug all up in my house. She seen him put the gun i his pants. He got a gun too oh hell nah ya little thug need to get thw fuck out my house. August walked over to me kissing me. He looked at my moms and walked out the room.
Shuntice - you blowin me right now you really are. Stop treating me like a fucking child.
Rachel - fuckin act like one. I live out of town you got some niggah in my house fucking under my roof like you fucking payin rent and shit. I hope you been lookibg for a job or something since you so damn grown.
Shuntice - you act like you dont know I'm sexually active and you treating me like I'm a damn hoe.
Rachel - i don't give ah damn if you had been fuckin since u was ten aint no child of mine living under my roof bringin no got damn nigxas in here.
Shuntice - then i will fucking move out
Rachel - and go where Shuntice? where yo ass gon go you don't no anybody. Oh wait, you think that thug gangbanger gon take care of you well sorry to burst your bubble sweetheart he's not dont be stupid. I set there and started to cry . My mom walked out of my room and my phone buzzed i had a text message.
August - get dressed I'm waiting in the car.
Shuntice - on my way.
#Alsinanation this story was a battle for me being that I was supposed to write this months ago and post it.. i was worried about what ppl might think of me telling a story i have no clue about, let alone talkin for a person i have no idea how they really are and Taking ppl to a place that i have never been myself, New Orleáns, and actually get it right. I'm blown away. the story has been up a lil over a week and numbers dont lie almost at 5k i swear this may not mean anything to y'all but thank yall for showing me love like y'all do everyday i truly love writing and enjoy that y'all enjoy it #Alsinanation #augustalsina #augfanfiction
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