random of randomess

what iS wrong with me?-

1. I think I have this thing called Alexithymia bc I can't explain or understand my emotions and it's difficult for me to express them

2. intrusive thoughts are the wOrst
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3. I think my best friend hates mE =D

4. ppl will never see me the same way I view myself-