The way their hair shines when the sun hits it JUST RIGHT.
How their eyes are so blue, they're like oceans that you could drown in if you looked into them for too long.
Their warm and soft touch around your petite body.
How perfectly small their mouth is, perfect for kissing.
How you know this one isn't going to last, you are still trying, even though inside you just feel like dying.
But them just being in the same world makes you feel special, even though honestly you're just some trash with nearly no ass.
How they look good in everything, you imagine them on your wedding.
You like them, but they don't like you back. This brings a pain in your heart and brings back the panic attacks.
You dream of them. How their eyes just gleam when you see them.
They have their eyes on someone else. This silly crush wants someone else. How could they?!
Is it worth it? Is it worth it to suffer more?
You see the door to heaven open a little more.
You step inside and close the door, and you see them once again.
You were locked in your dreams for so long, you didn't realize they were dead.
This crush killed your heart, and themself too. But you still call them your boo.
They can love you, if they choose.
-July 2, 2021
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Poems I Guess
شِعرCOVER NEEDED Just some poems I write sometimes, was inspired by Buggsy Hunter to make a poem book ♥️ I'm best at haikus, though there won't be much. That's all why are you still here?
