I tend to push people away because I think they deserve better,
fear of being unloved, being too much,
not worth loving,
I often tell myself,
i am better off not knowing.
I criticize myself, so you don't have to,
I give you reasons why you shouldn't love me, show you how damaged i truly am.
I create problems where they shouldn't be, by overthinking,
overanalyzing situations, because i am scared of the outcome.
I want is for someone to resist my efforts at pushing them away,
tell me that i am worth holding onto, even when i am not.
