Amdheer: Beintehaa

02

Randheer's room
Raj mahal
Randheer was sleeping keeping his head on the coffee table... Soon he opened his eyes and instinctively said
R- Good morning amrit
Getting no response from her he looked around his room and gloomily said
R- Kya hua aaj aayi nahi aap mujhe uthaane  koi baat nahi aaj hum aapki chitthi se hi kaam chala lenge.... Aapki humaare liye likhi gayi aakhiri chitthi
Aaj bhi woh din acche se yaad hai mujhe jab aapki yeh chitthi mili thi mujhe
Flashback starts
Hospital
Delhi
Randheer opened his eyes after a long term of unconsciousness and started looking for amrit... Not finding her among the visitors he asked vashmay
R-uday vashma amrit kaha hai dikhaai nahi de rahi woh kaha hai ha
U- yahi toh thi raisahab shayad mandir gayi hogi
R- thik hai
After 2 hours of long wait
Randheer became desperate to see amrit and he's getting an unknown negative vibe which he can't understand making him very restless
R- kuch thik kyu nahi lag raha hai mujhe  aur amrit abhi tak aayi kyu nahi kitna samay ho gaya hai ab tak toh aa jaana chahiye tha.... Unke aate hi unke pairon pe gir jaunga mai.... Bohot bada gunaah hua hai mujhse..... Kitne dukh diye hai maine apne pyaar ko... Kitni kadwi baatein boli hai maine unhe... Nafrat si ho rhi hai mujhe khud se.... Kaise unhe bewafa keh diya maine jabki unhone mujhe bachaane ke liye apni saari khushiyaan kurbaan kr di..... Bewafai toh maine ki hai unke saath..... Bada kehta tha ki mai aapki aankhein padh sakta hu amrit phir unke unn thehre aasunon  ko kaise na dekh paaya mai... Kaise uss raat apni begunaahi bata rahe the woh aankhein par mere andar ke gusse ne sab barbaad kar diya kyu maine ussi samay apni amrit se nahi pucha... Kyu
He was busy in his thoughts when vashmay came in looking tensed
U- randheer sahab amru chali gayi
The sentence was enough to snatch the ground beneath randheer's leg
R- yeh tum kya bol rahe ho uday ha.... Dimaag kharab ho gaya hai tumhara
U- yeh chitthi padhiye randheer sahab aapko sab samajh aa jaega
R- do mujhe
He starts reading the letter
Jaan se bhi pyaare mere randheer ke liye

Shayad jab aapko yeh chitthi milegi mai aapse bohot dur jaa chuki hongi "he can't believe his eyes" sahi padha aapne...
Mai jaa rahi hu randheer aapse bohot durr ha pata hai jee nahi paungi aapse dur hokar par kya karu saath reh bhi toh nahi sakti aakhir kismat ne mujhe ek aise mod pe jo laake khada kar diya hai ki aaj puri duniya ki nazaro mai main aapke bade bhai ki patni hu.... Yeh zaalim samaaj hume kabhi saath jeene nahi dega.... Mere daaman mai toh pehle hi bohot se daag hai..... Mai nhi chahti ki aap par unka koi asar ho....aur  Ab toh aap ek raajkumar hai bohot se logo ki ummeed ka zariya hai aur mai sirf apni khushi ke liye itne logo ki ummeed nahi tod skti "he started to hate himself coz for him only she married veer" His eyes are flowing with tears
Mujhe pata hai meri veer se shaadi ki sacchai jaanne ke baad aapko khud par bohot ghin aa rhi hogi khud se nafrat karna chah rahe honge par khabardaar jo aisa kiya....mere randheer sirf aur sirf beintehaa mohabbat ke haqdaar hai nafrat ke nahi.... Aapne jo kiya shaayad koi bhi waisa hi karta mai bhi
Shaayad kismat chahti hi nahi ke hum dono kabhi ek ho "he nodded in no" tabhi toh hume humesha milte milte alag kar deti hai
Pehle lahore mai hum ek doosre se beinteha mohabbat ke bandhan mai toh bandh gaye par bauji ne humare rishtey ko manjoori nahi di phir itne koshisho ke baad woh maane aur ijazat di toh aapke saath woh haadsa ho gaya... Usse bhi jeet haasil ki toh uss batware ne hume alag kar diya.... Aur dekhiye na aap jail se choot ke mere paas aa hi rahe the ki mai veer ki kaid mai phass gayi.... In sab mai aapki koi galti nhi hai saari galti meri hai Aap par bharosa na karke veer pe bharosa kiya aur aapko khari khoti sunaayi...maine sabki parwah ki sivaay aapke uss ek laute insaan ke jo meri parwaah karta tha...mujhse beinteha mohabbat karta tha... ho ske toh mujhe maaf kar dijiyega randheer waise bhi
Mai ek manhoos insaan hu randheer jisne aapki zindagi mai sirf manhoosiyat failaayi hai jabse mai aapse mili hu tabse sirf dukh hi mile hai aapko
He sat with a thud and with bleeding heart continued reading the letter
Shaayad humari jindagi mai sirf ek dusre se beinteha mohabbat karna likha hai par uss mohabbat ko paana nhi
Hum saath chal toh skte hai par kabhi saath nahi aa sakte