Amdheer: Beintehaa

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As soon as amrit reached the hospital she ran towards her duggu's room and seeing his forehead wrapped in a bandage and a needle attached to his soft small hands... Her heart broke into pieces and patting his face lightly she tried to make him conscious
A- "in a shivering and trembling voice" Duggu baccha ankhein kholo apni... Dekho mai aa gayi hu na... Kuch nhi hoga aapko... Aapki maa aapko kuch nahi hone degi bacche.... Accha aap gussa ho apni maa se ki woh aapka match dekhne chali gayi woh bhi aapke mana karne ke baad... Haa pakka yahi baat hai... Bohot gussa hai mera duggu mujhse tabhi toh aise na aankh khol raha hai aur na kuch bol raha hai apni maa se...par duggu aap jaante ho na aapki mumma kitni badi bewakoof hai kuch bhi kar deti hai...toh uth jaao na promise aage se aisi galti "crying bitterly" nahi karungi dobara aap jo bologe mumma waisa hi karegi par plss ankhein kholo mujhse baat karo....daant lo parr plss kuch bolo mai aapko aise nhi dekh skti baccha......"seeing him giving no response...her heart bled and in a determined tone she pledged" Thik hai nahi baat karni na koi nahi aapki mumma bhi na bohot dheet hai woh na aapko uthaaye bina yaha se kahi nahi jaegi agar zarurat padi na toh woh bhagwaan ji se bhi lad jaegi aapke liye
"looking heavenward" Aap sunn rahe ho na.....aakhir kya bigaada hai maine aapka ha kyu mainu kade khush nahi rehne dete ho aap ha.......pehle hi meri yaadasht chin ke mainu kam sataa rahe ho aap ki abb mere duggu ki bhi yeh haalat kar di hai aapne......agar ise kuch bhi hua na toh maine kade bhi aapnu maaf nahi karna hai kade aapki puja nhi karni hai maine samjhe.....kyu mujhe mere harr apne se durr karne mai lage ho ha...pehle hi apne ateet ke baare mai kuch nhi jaanti mai ki kaha se hu kya karti thi kuch nahi jaanti hu bas yeh bacche aur maa hai mere parivaar mai par aapne unhe bhi nuksaan pohochaane mai kami nahi rakhi na.....kya dikkat kya hai aapko mujhse aur agar itni hi hai toh ek baar mai maar hi kyu nahi dete ho aap mainu par koi gal nahi ji jinne imtehaan lene hai na lelo mai bhi haar nhi maanungi aur uss ghatiya rajashab ko bhi aapne hi bheja hai na meri duniya ujaadne ke liye.... Kade kade maaf nahi karna hai maine aapnu.... Mere saare sapne tod diye aapne rabji saare sapne aur iske liye mai aapko kade maaf nahi kar rahi kade bhi nahi

While outside kaveri heard all her talks and feeling extremely guilty thought
K- mujhe pata hai tujhe kaisa lag raha hoga bacche....andar se toot rahi hai tu par yahi sahi hai tere liye......randheer saahab se zyada pyaar tujhse aur koi nahi kar sakta...."chuckling painfully" aree unke dard ke aage toh tera dard shaayad kuch hai bhi nahi .... Kaash mai tujhse keh paati ki Tu badkismat nhi hai balki bohot kismatwali hai jo randheer sahab tujhe apne pyaar ke roop mai mile hai... Haa yeh shaadi bhale hi tujhe iss waqt ek shraap lage par bohot jald jab tujhe sab yaad aa jaega na toh tujhse zyaada khush shaayad hi koi hoga iss duniya mai.... Aaj jo tune mere aur baccho ke liye kiya hai na woh shaayad hi mera koi apna kabhi kar paata...... Bohot kismat wale honge tere maa baap jo tujh jaisi aulaad mili hai unhe.... Bhagwaan tujhe iss duniya ki saari khushiyaan de bacche saari khushiyaan de.... Bas teri yaadasht wapas aa jaaye toh sab khud ba khud thik ho jaaega... Aur tab tu apne randheer ko ghatiya rajasahab nahi bolegi balki use iss duniya ka sabse accha insaan bolegi jo tere liye bana hai.....sirf tere liye... Amrit ka randheer
Thinking all this she went inside the room. And caressed her hairs maternally feeling which amrit hugged her tightly from her waist and cried hard.... Kaveri felt bad for her and in a maternal tone said
Ka- bass baccha bass... Bohot ro liya hai tune abb aur nahi.... Teri tabyat bhi thik nahi hai na.... Aaj hi itne bade accident se bachi ho... Abb shaant ho jaao aur dekhna duggu bhi bohot jaldi thik ho jaega aur waise bhi tere duggu ko agar pata chal gaya na ki uske gairhazari mai uski maa itna royi hai toh tera toh pata nahi hume buri tarah daant zarur pad jaegi.... Tu chahti hai woh daante hume
Amrit immediately nodded in a big no .... Kaveri smiled amidst tears and cupping her face wiped her tears lovingly and said
Ka- toh bas abb aur nahi rona hai... Hum sab milke saari mushkilon ka saamna kar lenge "starting her acting" Accha yeh bata mili raja saahb se
She nodded in yes
Kaveri fake smiled and showed her excitement
K- accha toh kya kaha unhone.... Maan gaye woh humari madad ke liye
A- ji
K- yeh toh bohot acchi baat hai bacche
A- hmm "not looking into her eyes" Woh shaadi karna chahte hai mere naal
K- "Acting to be shocked" Yeh yeh tu kya keh rahi hai bacche
A- "avoiding her eyes so that she won't get the truth" Unhe mai bohot pasand aayi isiliye shaadi karna chahte hai mere naal
K- par aise mtlb aise achaanak unka yeh kehna "cupping her face" sach bata puttar kahi tu kuch chupa toh nahi rahi hai na
Amrit knew that she'll burst out if she'll look into her eyes... Thus avoiding her eyes and acting like she's blushing she said