"Why don't you love me?" || Asamura x fem!reader

Class

Y/N pov

I walked up to the building with Asamura trailing behind me as I got near the headmaster and the head teacher I almost froze out of shock by how tall they were it felt like I was an ant and they were cats the head teacher handed me my schedule and Asamura hers then we walked into the building

"Okay my schedule says I'm in class 2-7 and my locker is 164" I said "My class is also class 2-7 and my locker is 166" Asamura said her eyes locked on the schedule in her hand "So we have class on floor two... but lockers on floor one... weird" I said shrugging, Asamura shook her head to indicate a 'yeah'

We headed to the first floor and got to our lockers, I opened mine and took off my heavy bag laden with books "Ugh finally" I said "my bag was sooo heavy" Asamura took her bag off took out her books then asked "Ehy was your bag so heavy?" I blinked a few times "It was filled with books..." Asamura stared then looked down at the pile of books in my hands vs the three books in her hands "Ohh Y/N you know that you didn't have to get so many books ? The requirement is only three" Asamura laughed I mentally face palmed "Really?" I asked "Yup! You only needed three did your mother do that?" Asamura asked "Yes" I said blushing from embarrassment Asamura just giggled at me "C'mon we better get to class" we started walking to class I was still blushing and couldn't stop thinking about how mom didn't get the right amount of books

Asamura pov
It felt so great being in Y/N's vicinity I had my head down a little mainly because I didn't want her to see me blushing I couldn't believe she was my friend but... I wanted to be more to her than just a friend I wanted her to love me but I knew that wasn't possible how could she love someone like me? I'm so messed up... I've been having horrible thoughts recently so I don't understand how she could like me so I didn't pursue her that much I wasn't embarrassed to admit that I was bi-sexual I loved it and I treasured myself for it however my mother and father didn't like it... they were homophobic so when I told them I was bi-sexual at the ripe old age of four they weren't happy I've been abused for about eleven years physically and mentally I've almost gone deaf in one ear from them screaming insults in it I work all night to keep the house clean so they don't get mad I do a lot but I'm too scared to let Y/N know this it's just too early for her to know all the bad things that happen to me...

Y/N pov
I open the classroom door Asamura looks deep in thought so I don't disturb her I walk over with Asamura blankly following behind me and we sit down at a table for three with a yellow haired kid "Hi I'm Y/N L/N" I said the boy looked up at me and smiled "I'm Naruto Uzumaki... who's she?" He says pointing at Asamura I poke Asamura lightly on the forehead she looks up a bit startled to realize she's at a table "I'm Asamura Vān" she says "I think I've heard of you doesn't your father have a big franchise? And a company?" Naruto asks "Yeah" Asamura says Naruto's eyes brighten "That's so coolllll~" he says "Oh... uhm.. ok" Asamura seemingly isn't used to people like Naruto... or any people for that matter

"Hello class!" A slender woman enters the classroom the whole class looks at her she writes a name on the chalkboard "My name is Ms. Fuchi but you can also just call me Ms. 'Kay?" She says " 'Kay" the whole class echos

"Then let's start"