CLASH (1D FanFic)

Chapter 6

It has been 2 days since I broke up with Louis, and I can't quite identify what I'm feeling right now.

Somehow, some parts of me felt relieved knowing that I successfully survived 48 hours not being with him. No seeing, no texting, no calling. I didn't even see him in school.

Yesterday I went to the building of College of Business Management to find him. But, I didn't. A part of me felt sad about it, but a bigger part of me is glad that I never saw him.

I had no news on him since that night.

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It's already 3 in the afternoon and here I am roaming around the campus, absolutely doing nothing. I don't know where I'm going, but my feet are dragging me to walk and wander. I decided to go to back to the HRM building because I am planning to tell my professor that I would be absent for our session today. I don't feel like attending my course class. Not at all.

I'm hungry, and I want to go somewhere where there is food. However, I don't want to go the campus canteen either because it would just remind me of something between me and Louis. And I don't want to feel nostalgic at all.

As I stepped inside our classroom, Professor Dinter is sitting on her chair and is kind of busy writing something.

"Miss Dinter" I approached and she notices me.

"Why, hello Miss Oldenburg. You are quite too early for HRM class, aren't you?" She smiles and removes her pair of glasses.

"Yes, I am" I smiled at her and took a seat on the visitor's chair.

"What's up? Is there something I could help you with?"

"Well, I am here to ask permission from you. Because I am planning not to attend your class this afternoon because I am not feeling well and I guess I need to buy some paracetamol for my headache and I forgot to have lunch that's why I also am planning to grab some food. Will it be okay?" I raised my brows and smiled plainly.

"Of course, you can. You better go home and have some rest. You might collapse here."

"That's what I'm afraid of, too"

"Why did you not take your lunch, by the way?"

"Well, I was busy doing something very important" I lied.

"Well then, you should not do that again next time. You know I'm afraid that something might happen to you again during my class."

"Yes. I'm sorry Maam. I swear not to skip my lunch again" I smiled apologically.

"Good. I hope so." She smiles.

"Have you still been taking medicines now, Jenz?"

"Yes, but not as many as I did months ago"

"Oh, I see. I guess you're doing better this time. I could see it in your smile" We both shared smiles.

"Thank you." I smiled even deeper.

This teacher of mine has really been a kind one to me. She acts like she is my mother, and I adore her for that. I'm glad I had a professor like Miss Dinter.

"So, I guess you need to hurry to have some food to eat now before you pass out." She touches my hands on the table and caresses it.

"Okay. Thank you again, Miss. And I'm sorry for bothering"

"Oh, no, that's none of a problem. I'll just tell Marrian to text you the homeworks and the next recipes or activities we might discuss later"

"Alright. Thank you again, Miss" I stood up and smiled at her.