CLASH (1D FanFic)

Chapter 10

-Author's Note-

Heeeey, gorgeous readers :) Thank you so much for supporting the story in little ways. Today has been my 5th day of updating and the book has already reached 500 reads :">

Awe. Thank you so much. I know it's still a little number, but it means a lot to me because I never have expected it in the first place. Because at first I thought my 5th day would just reach like 20 reads. Hahaha xD

To those who keep commenting and voting, thanks :* And to the silent readers, I hope you'll pop out soon. Hah xD

And, to those who will constantly comment, I will soon dedicate some chapters to each of you ;)

Again, thanks. I know it's not a really awesome start, but thanks.

All the love, Jave ♥

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CHAPTER 10

"Fuck. I'm...I'm sorry" I told Harry as we both broke the kiss.

"No, I'm sorry. I wasn't supposed to..." He says as I sit on the couch 12 inches away from him.

I could feel myself catching my breath, and I could hear him do the same.

"No, it's okay, Harry. I am the one who should apologize, I did the first move."

He doesn't respond, instead he touches my hand, and later on finally speaks. "I hope no one else will know about this. I don't want to cause you more trouble with Louis."

He's so fucking gentle and kind. I can't even...

"Yeah. Don't worry, Harry" I replied softly.

Fuck this is so awkward. And it feels really...weird. Wake up Jennifer! You just kissed him! You just kissed a stranger! Well it's not like it's my first time though, but, it seems a little different this time. Everytime I make out with someone, I don't really give a fuck. But, now, it seems like it just bothers me.

I jump out of my thoughts when Harry starts to talk again.

"I better go." He says calmly and he starts to stand up.

"Al..right. Yeah" I'm fucking stuttering. Wtf.

"So, see you tomorrow then?" He finally looks into me and I stand up, facing him.

"Uhm, yeah?" "Yea" I smiled at his answer. And I am surprised when he smiles back. The awkwardness seems to fade away already.

"Don't you smile at me like that, Harry. Don't forget that you fucking forced me to eat a fucking exotic recipe today" I gestured a punch in front of his face and he slightly laughs, and his fucking dimples shows.

"Don't worry, that would not be the last time." He winks playfully and pinches my chin. Shit.

"Whatever." I told him and I started walking to my main door. I opened it and pointed out the room. "Get out now!" I teased him and he slowly took steps near me.

"Alright, alright! Chill madame" He lets his dimples show again, and this time, I can't help but laugh with him.

"Madame your face!" I told him and I showed him a tongue out face.

"You always do that thing. You're like a baby" He tells me and laughs harder.

"Ha ha. Funny!" I cross my arms and rolled my eyes at him. Damn this man.

"Don't forget who vommited and pouted at me. You were the one who acted like a baby first" I told him while raising my left brow.

"Past is past. Present is present, Jenz" He said and still laughs. This guy must be a bipolar person, if I know.

"Uggh!" I close my fists and my brows meet.

"Goodbye madame baby" He waves his hand and he showed me a tongue out face this time, while walking out of my room.

Pissed off, I slammed the door in front of me, and I could still slightly hear him laughing. Ugh! Fudge that guy!

How dare he address me 'madame baby', like ew. I'm not a goddamn baby?!

After moments of standing near my door, I chose to take a shower.

It has been a looooong day, and a lot has happened today. Phew! From home, to school, to home, to the mall, then back home again. Hayst. I still can't seem to sink in every single happening. The memory of me seeing Louis today just won't get off my mind. Somehow, I have missed him. But my mind is telling me that he is not worth my time anymore. I'm afraid I'd fall for his trap again, and I won't let that happen. Never again.

But on the other hand, there seems to be another person bothering me too. I do not know what is this that we have. Is this called 'friendship' I am having with Harry? Or are we even friends? Neither of us have even discussed about it. We haven't even officialy named ourselves as 'friends'. It's weird, and I hate this feeling because it disturbs me. Because, it's like, I'm supposed to hate him because of what he did to me. I'm supposed to not go near him because he is a stranger to me. And, he now is a trigger to Louis and me.

I don't know him. I just saw him the night I broke up with Louis, and I have just been with him for just a span of hours. Surprisingly, I allowed to let him come with me. Him and me, alone, in my apartment and at the mall.

My mind is gonna blow. Who is he really? I haven't heard from him that much yet. However, I have to admit that whether he would bring me good or no good, I did have fun being with him. And I am now even more interested in him, knowing that he shares a friendship with my ex-boyfriend.

Yes, I did have fun being with him. We may be together for just a few hours, but I swear I never felt uncomfotable in his presence. And that, I can't deny.