My Eureka

Eureka

Well, let me start off like this.

You never have to be alone, hope you know.
I'll always be with you, always.
I hate being alone by force as well,
So let us come together by choice.
My feeling for you every time I'm next to you;
Sets me apart from the rest of my problems.

You like to play.
You love reading,
YouTube is your joker, as for I am your clown.
You love to play your instrument and do your runs.
Gaining first place is a must.
You love interaction.

Your eyes ever so brown.
Your hair ever so soft.
Smelling of sweet flowers.
Your skin soft.
Your smile is my sun.
Your eyes ever so staring.

Our love is one of distance.
Courtly, you could say.
I love it like that, even if I long for shortness.
Freestyle is my poetic heart.
Rules binding the boundless as I reach for you.
Our love is mental.

Unattractive I do find myself.
Beauty of yours is my passion.
Brains ever so smart to make me proud;
As for I work as a sloth and worth to you minimal.
Finding you at my side only to see you
Afar from me as you can be.

If jealousy was my forte, I'd play sax.
If for every smile you gave someone else would make me cry.
Well that would fail to meet my gaze.
For I am happy when you give me a smile,
It is a gift that needs to be shared with everyone.
Oh, but only if I get it first.

I love you. You have yet to hear it in a while, but every song on the radio makes your face come to my mind. My body warms up and a smile comes from my face. The days without you that I think of my future brings me to tears, but I focus on the present. I want to be with you forever as long as it is now. I may cannot write a song you like, I may not be able to sing to you to please you ears, or play that perfect tune that you like. But I can give you all my love that is mine to give when you need it. Comfort, hugs in the morning. Late night calls to tell tales of our day. A smile to comfort the uneasy mind. Skipping of the heart if you give in and movies dates. We don't have to cuddle by the fire, kiss in public, have relations with one another, marriage isn't a must, and all that. All I truly want is time...time with you. The one thing that I'm running out of...time.