Love at its purest

Ch.20 Where is shoyo?

My precious readers. Yo! I hope you've all been well. I told you all I needed to tell you in my author's note. Onward with the story!

The song: linaria by marui to ryuga

First point of view

"y......y/......./n.....y/n....y/n"

I can hear it. That familiar voice. The voice of the boy I love.

But where is he?

"y/n-chan," the voice says behind me. I turn to find myself face to face with Shoyo, only a few inches between us.

"Shoyo" I say, surprised by his presence. He smiles a gentle yet loving smile. I was astounded by the sight of this precious boy, smiling such a smile.

"No 'kun' after my name y/n" he teases, his smile spreading even wider after seeing my blushing state

"I-i didn't mean i-it lik-ke that" I stuttered, then continued my muttering "i-it just s-slipped out..."

Shoyo just watches in amusement as he chuckles. I peek at him through the tips of my lashes, trailing off at the sight of his laughing state.

"You're so cute y/n. Your muttering makes you even cuter" he says in between his laughter. Once he collects himself, he smiles at me and he says "it's one of the many things that I love about you"

I  was startled by what he said. He said it in such a loving way, which shocks me even more. The look in his eyes outshines everything else.

"You l-love me?!?" I said nervously

He then looks at me, startled, then his eyes turn soft and he looks at me with an overwhelming look.

"I do love you y/n" he says each word with such care, I could feel it radiating from him. His face was a blushing mess of pink and a soft smile.

I stare at him, and to say I was surprised, would be an understatement. I was a blushing mess of all shades of red, with my mouth agape.

He then walked closer to me, inch by inch, centimeter by centimeter, until there was but a centimeter between us. He then leans down to my ear, his breath hot against the sensitive skin of my ear, and says " I've loved you for a few months now"

That just makes things worse, making me beetroot. He leans back and looks at my face as if searching for something. He then cups my face with his left hand, tilting my face so he could look at me. I feel like I've been possessed. I can look away from his eyes. I just want to lean into his touch, as he caresses my cheek.

He then begins to lean as I stay frozen in place. Just when his lips touch mine, I hear a beeping sound.

"Gahh!" I exclaim, yeetting myself from the bed in surprise. I look to my side, only to see my alarm clock ringing. I quickly turn it off and collapse on my bed.

'A dream. It was just a dream I think as I sigh in relief. 'It's not like we haven't kissed before though.....' my mind tells me. Catching me off guard and causing me to fall off the bed.

I quickly sit up, with an overwhelming blush overtaking my face. Why am I thinking of that? Why would I think of that?!

I mean sure I love shoyo and--

"Y/N! WE'RE GONNA BE LATE" my big brother says yeeting my door open.

"EEEP" I shrieked and ran towards my bathroom.

I'm late, I'm late......but I thought I set my alarm on time.

I don't question it anymore, and just get moving in hopes I'll make it on time. Once I was finally done I run downstairs to find my dad sitting and eating breakfast. Why is my dad still here? Is he late too?