in the end ║ ✩gyehyeon✩

i want you around

♫music rec~something sad lmao i pray for ya'll this chapter♫

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That was his last journal entry. Now I'm writing in it. Nothing about this feels right, it's not you. I never knew you even had this until a few days ago. It was found with you after the accident. I still don't understand it all. You were here and then you were gone leaving me with memories and this journal. It's not you and it makes me angry. The drunk driver that killed you was found today. It was a hit and run so they had to hunt him down.

You were my everything and now you aren't here. When I got the call I couldn't believe it. The only thing they told me was to come to the hospital. You were alive when you got there. They couldn't slow the bleeding and you died before I could say goodbye. I still remember that white conference room where they told me you were dead. I knew as soon as I walked into the room that you were. Max is staying with me for now. He said he didn't want me to be alone right now. 

All of your words in this journal were about me. It took me so long just to get through it, The papers now all smudged from my tears. How did one of the nicest people deserve this? It doesn't make sense. Why wasn't I the one instead? I will find you again once this is all over. You are my soulmate. I never would have believed in this before you but now I know. It may be over for now but this is just a close of a chapter for us. We will have a new beginning in the next life I just know it.

I really don't have anything to say now. This is goodbye for now. I will read this at the funeral and give my last goodbyes before burying this with you. That will be where it stays. The grave next to yours will be mine where we can be laid to rest together. Goodbye, my love.

tbc...

pls, forgive me for this there will be one more chapter before the end of this book.