If You Only Knew

Chapter 7

AN: sorry for the long wait. I thought i published it already XD

The next chapter coming soon

Harry's POV

Sitting alone at the canteen.

Again. Sigh

But I'm used to it though. People back in NOLA were friendlier though i must admit. Back there i had a friend named Mariska. We used spend all day together just reading books. It was a weird friendship i had with her considering we rarely talk because we were busy reading until our free time was up. But we were really close. We debate about things that happen in the book which serves as bonding for the both of us. Well... until her family had to migrate.

Life since then was shitty. The bullies were still bullying me. But they never creeped into my mind until Mariska left.

I am currently reading my new favorite book, which is Mockingjay from the Hunger Games Trilogy. Suzanne Collins you genius!

I am now at the part where they rescued Peeta from the Capitol and. Holy Cow! He trying to kill Katnis!

NO PEETA DON'T KILL HER!!

I am literally screaming in my mind right now. OMG

As I continued reading... thank God Katnis was saved

Someone sat beside me and rudely slammed their tray on the table. And i didn't even bother to look who ever it is. Maybe they're just here to insult me again. Well, I don't care cus' I'm used to it.

"So you read HG too huh?" It was a female voice. And she sounded so pissed.

"Isn't it obvious?" I said still not looking who it is

"Well, i was having a 50:50 guess if you were reading or eating" that's it I just glanced at her.

And it was Jen just smiling at me.

"Hey! I was just kidding. Loosen up a bit. Well, it seems like your enjoying the book. What part are you in?" Why is she even here??

"Look to be honest with you, i don't feel comfortable with you here. It feels like people are staring at us... because they are"

With that i grabbed my book, my bag and left

Jen's POV

What's wrong with that dude?

I just sat next to him because Jill was being a bitch. And basically the canteen was already filled with people and the only vacant seat i saw was next to him.

And when i found him reading my favorite book, OMG the fangirl in me just activated. I just wanted to spoil the book for him. I know, i'm evil. Then he just left. Someone's a bit moody today.

After classes me and Leah went to this new pizza parlour which was just a block away from school. And Leah wanted to eat first before going home because she was 'starving'... as always.

"So what pizza are we gonna order?" She asked

"I don't know, it's up to you. But i'm gonna suggest thin crust Hawaiian with double extra cheese."

I don't know why but i just love cheese in my pizza.

"Seriously whats up with you and cheese??" Leah asked

"And what's up with you and cheesy dramas? I don't really know about me and cheese though. Do you think i'm weird?" I asked

she smacked me on the side of my head. This action is kind of like a high 5 for me and Leah over the years.

We were now eating the pizza while watching some cheesy drama series Leah watches over and over again

"Seriously what's with the dude?? It's sooo obvious that they have a thing for each other. Why can't he love her though?" I asked while grabbing another piece of heaven we all know and love as pizza

She was just silent. I turned to look at Leah and realize that she was already crying while watching, and quietly singing the background music that was playing.

"I can't stay with you but always remember that i love you, i really do, but we can't be together." And with that the guy left the girl crying under the rain... you know, the cliche stuff. Then came the credits signaling the end of the episode

"Why?!?!" Screamed Leah then hits my arm multiple times by her fists

"Ouch! Watch it Remini! I'm not a punching bag!"

She stopped and looked at me still with those glossy eyes "Could you get me Coke from the fridge?"

I obeyed her and went to grab her dearly beloved coke. Then there was a knock at the door.

"I'll get it!" Leah screamed from the living room

"Oh, Beau! What brings you here?" I entered the living room and placed Leah's coke in her spot

"Bear!" He hugged me and i hugged him back

"What are you here?" I asked

"Can i talk to you please? In private?" He said facing Leah

"Sure no problem" and with that, Leah left the area

"I missed you" he pulled me close to him and made me straddle him while he was seated in the couch

"We just saw each other hours ago" i giggled

"I know, i just really missed you." He kissed me on the lips while his hands snaked its way around my waist. Our kisses got heated until he started kissing my neck which made me uncomfortable.

I tried to pull away but he had a strong grip on me. "Beau stop" he stopped and looked at me

"I'm sorry-but-i mean i'm not ready yet... I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry too. I just thought that you were ready. But anyways i came to give you this..." he gave me a small black rectangular box "Well, i gotta go. Bye Bear I Love you. And Advance Happy Birthday" he pecked my lips and left

Wait Advance Happy Birthday?!

I checked the calendar and it's July 20. Shiz! I forgot it's gonna be my birthday in 4 days! I'm glad that Beau remembered

I opened the box he gave me and to my surprise it was a silver bracelet with a bear charm.

Together with a note "I Love You Bear"

I know... I'm turning 17 in a few days, and my relationship with Beau is doing just fine, but why am I so scared of losing my virginity?

Maybe I'm scared to be hurt, or maybe I keep on dreaming about this guy, and I'm sure he isn't Beau