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I can only think of your infuriating manner in dislike,
but it prevents my blood from running ice cold.
I know that I could dream of your disagreeable disposition forever,
however for us, forever is not long enough.
Whilst i fear for your future, and mine being weak without you, i cannot help but want the best for you in life: i just plead for it to include me at the same time.
Begging is not a precise enough to describe my yearning. Addiction may not even be able to come close either.
I could say that i simply cannot decide whether i hate you for the things you do or whether I love you for everything else you are: the answer is clear every time.
Aware of my wrongdoings i am and, truly, I scold myself nightly for loving you,
but only you can make me feel even adequate.
Oh, how i wonder whether your morbid mouth possesses a mellow mind.
It does not matter how hard I try to decipher my next move upon gaining you, my efforts still come none.

Oh please, my love, i care so... so much.

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