obsession - void stiles

who's Allison?

It was now the end of the school day and today's events at lacrosse practice still had me shaken up. 

"Hey (Y/N)! Is it okay if you drop me off at my house? My motorbike broke down yesterday and my mum has a late shift till night," I heard Scott say as he ran up to catch up with me.

"Yeah, sure" I said, unlocking my car and sitting in the front seat. My fingers tapped nervously on the wheel as the scene of Stiles choking Garett continuously replayed in my head. Void. I had never felt nervous talking to Scott about anything. I always felt like I could tell him whatever was on my mind. So why did I struggle to get the words out right this moment?

"Scott?" I finally managed to say breaking the stressing silence, "What does void mean?" I turned to Scott who shaked his head and looked down.

"I don't think you want to know," He said quietly.

"Scott, I heard what you said to Stiles on the field and I can't get it out my head. Those words, Stiles, Garret. Stiles scared me and I need to know. Since when do we keep stuff from each other?"

Scott sighed. "It's a long story, alright? And I'm not really in the mood to tell it,"

"Please Scott?"

He shook his head impatiently again. "It's something that happened last year. A lot happened,"

"Why haven't I heard of this? Scott, you usually tell me everything that happens. And now that I think about it, you didn't tell me anything last year. We seemed distant. Scott, you know you can tell me anything. That's how it is with us. I'm here for you and you're here for me and I will never not be,"

I looked at Scott who looked at me with a reluctant look. He took a shaky breath before looking away, forwards out of the windscreen and to the cars in front of us.

"Well we better of start of from the beginning then," He said. "Allison. She came to town in our sophomore year. She caught my eye from the beginning. She was freaking incredible. She was strong, independent, kind, brave, smart and really beautiful. God, her eyes. I could've stared into them forever. That's all I wanted..." Scott's voice trailed off and he looked outside of his window so I couldn't see his face.  My heart shattered at the sound of Scott's broken voice. He had never mentioned a word about Allison before but it was clear just hearing him talk about her for the first time now that he loved her so much. 

"A nogitsune. A dark kitsune. Otherwise known as Void. It possessed Stiles. It turned him ruthless. It was so hard to see him like that, he didn't even know what he was doing. He wasn't himself. But luckily, we were able to set Stiles free. But Void was still on the loose. He kidnapped Lydia and took control of the Oni who were meant to kill him. Kira defeated Void with her sword. It should've been over. It should've been the end of it. No one had to get hurt. I looked up and there was Allison. A sword through her stomach. It was the Oni. All I remember is her eyes and her body which lay in my arms. I tried to take away her pain, but she told me it didn't hurt. I remember her exact words: "It's perfect. I'm in the arms of my first love. The first person I'd ever love, the first person I'll always love. I love you, Scott Mcall," "  

I listened as Scott's voice trailed off and the empty silence was filled with the sound of his broken cries. I watched as his head dropped into his hands. I realised I had never seen Scott like this: crushed and defeated.  Scott was a leader. He always laid so much responsibility on himself to be there for everyone and to save everyone. He was a good person. But he never took time for himself. I don't think he knew that it was okay for him to fall apart too. He was always there for everyone and he never let anyone be there for him. He was a strong leader. Kind, encouraging, smart. But he also had the biggest heart and that meant that if it was broken, there would be a bigger mess to put back together.