Saranghae slippin' and fallin' [Jikook]

Chapter 4

It's not a kiss.

Not really.

But even though it feels closer to a peck, it makes Jimin's heart race.

"Your lips are nice..." Jeongguk whispers as he detaches his lips, not pulling away completely.

Jimin can feel his lips burn against the minty breath ; his whole body numb except for the part that touched Jeongguk's lips.

He kissed me.

Jeongguk's tongue peeks from his parted mouth, licking his lower lips.

He-

"Wh- What- Why did you- I ? !" Jimin straightens up, the words and exclamation bumping out of his mouth hurriedly.

"You don't like it ?" Jeongguk asks, slowly raising his head also.

"That's not- ! You can't just ? ! You can't just do that without asking ? !" Jimin exclaims, his fingers grazing his lips.

"Can I kiss you then ?"

Jimin blinks, but he can't focus on anything with his whole body burning. His thoughts are in an even worse haze than the few words coming out of his mouth, and all he can hear is the beating of his heart.

"Why are you asking ?" he manages to say, biting his lips.

"But you said to ask ?" Jeongguk's words do nothing to help calming Jimin's heart.

"Why are you asking to kiss me ? Why- Why do you want to… kiss me…" Jimin whispers the last words, embarrassment creeping up on him.

Jeongguk doesn't answer right away and Jimin can't even bring himself to look at him, letting his blonde bangs cover his vision as he lowers his head a bit.

"To help with your sex appeal."

Jimin doesn't know what else he expected as an answer, but even though Jeongguk's words makes the most sense he still feels an ugly tug at his ribcage.

"I told you, you can use me."

"Are you pitying me ? What do you even gain from that…" Jimin mumbles as he pulls a strand of hair behind his ear.

"You have nice lips."

Jimin shakes his head slightly, still not confident enough to face Jeongguk's unreadable eyes.

"If you can loosen up enough, you'd look good on video."

"… On what ?"

"Video."

Jimin blinks.

"Are you talking about the camboy app ?"

Jeongguk nods and even though Jimin still can barely process what just happened, it seems his heart can't take a break.

"Are you… Is your idea of helping me… To fuck me on your channel ?"

Jeongguk nods, eyes still as genuine as usual despite their mysterious aura.

Jimin can't believe… He fantasized for his life to resemble a romantic drama but it ended up being a dumb porn plot.

He brings his hands to cover his face, muffling a nervous cry.

"I thought you wanted to get fucked by Red."

"Please don't say that name right now…"

"But you like him, and he's me," Jimin isn't prepared for the way Jeongguk's voice lowers when he say his next words. " I'd fuck you real good hyung."