Lets get out {Phan!}

Hi bear, bye lion?

*Dans POV*

Me and Phil were playing our new game. And Phil was kicking my ass! "Phil, how are you so good at this?!" I said falling backwards. "To be honest, I dont know!" He laughed.  I could get used to having him here.

A few hours later, we finished a game and started watching a movie on my laptop. A storm was coming in. Typical England weather. A huge crash of thunder sent Phil jumping onto my lap. "Hah sorry Dan, im sorta scared of thunder." He said getting off of me and standing up and grabbing something from under his blanket. "Its fine Phil. Whats that by the way." I asked as he turned towards me. He looked down, "Oh this. This is Lion. My so called parents gave him to me when I was five. They said he will protect me all the time.... And so would they. They even called me lion. They did that all the time." He smiled saddly. I paused the movie. "Phil its ok. Here come and sit on my bed. And everone used to call me beara. I dont know why. But it stuck" He smiled and sat down infront of me. I put my arms out to embrace him in a hug. He lent is and hug me. Putting his head on my shoulder. "Phil if your parents said they would always protect you, why did they put you here?" I whispered so he could only hear me.

*Phils POV*

That question didnt shock me, it was the fact that he actully cared. "They.... they found out something they didnt like....".I trailed off. "And what was that?" Dan asked. I am going to be a bitch right now and say something like im straight. Hahahah being straight. "They found out.. i was straight.." i could say that word with out a smirk. Dans face looked so lost. "What?!" Dan said questioning. I smiled. "No that was a joke. But if i tell you the truth you will probably make fun of me." "Phil I would never do that to you!!" Dan pulled me infront of him. "Phil look at me. You could tell ke you were transgender and I would still love you like a brother!" That hurt. Dan would never love me other than a brother. "Dan. Im gay." I said softly that he could not really hear. "Phil. I think i am to though! I mean i never really liked girls. But you made me see that better!" Dan said looking past my eyes and into my soul. He lent in and i pressed my lips onto his.

There was a knock at the door. And we pulled apart fast. Louis walked in. She said I was the only one allowed to call her that. "Dan somone is her to see you." She eyed us both and smiled. I got up and walked over to my bed turning deep red.

*Dans POV (ONLY FOR A FEW)*

"Bear!!!" Shit only few people called me that. And that was Louis and Savannah. "Savannah?!" She ran into mine and Phils room and knocked me over huggeing me. "Bear I missed you so much!" She kissed me hard. She let up and I looked at Phil who looked like he saw a ghost. He grabbed something and ran out of our room.

"Thank god he is gone! Bow.how are you boo-bear?" Her voice made me cringe. "Savannah we broke up. Like 2 years ago! Why the hell are you here!" I hissed. "Because, I wanted to say im really sorry for cheating on you with Chris." She said sitting up. "You are to late! And guess what Im gay for the boy who was in here!" I yelled getting upband running out of the door.

*Phils POV*

A chick ran in and tackled Dan and kissed him. No. No. This is a train of nope. He looked at me. Those big brown eyes looking into my broken blue eyes. I grabbed my razor and ran to the bathroom. I am so stupid for thinking a guy like Dan would ever like me! I started crying. I ran into the bathroom. Slamed the door and locked it. I looked at myself in the mirror.

Who would like a boy like me? A broken boy who could never be fixed. No one. I slid down the door crying harder than ever. I pulled up the razor. Looking at me in the metal that reflected a boy who should be dead. I brought up my left arm and looking down. Ha clean for three weeks now. And im braking it now. I broght the razor to my wrist and pressed down. The red liquid I missed slid down my arm. I.did it ince more. Twice. Three times. Someone started banging on the door. "Phil! Open up. Lion! I cant lose you lion. I love you so much. I dont know how i could live without a brave lion like you in my life." He said. I could hear the saddness in his voice. "Please unlock the door and let me see those beautiful eyes that light up a room." I stood up. But almost fell. I got mu stance back and unlocked the door. But i put the razor under the cabinet. Where i would only know of.

The door swung open. But everthing got blurry.  I put my hanf on the wall to rest. "Lion arw you ok?! Is it ok if I call.you that.?" Dan said. I nodded but it hurt. I lost balence again and fell. As i lay there on the floor. Everything started to go black. Everything finally went black and i felt ny heas hit the floor.

A/N

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