Lets get out {Phan!}

like I said, I cant take it.

*Dans POV*

Phil fell asleep, but yet I felt really for Phil. Know with is my fault. Dan its not your fault. YES IT FUCKING IS! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP MIND. I plopped down on the bed.

I need something. Relefe. But how??? All my razors are gone.... Wait. Dan. Phil will be disappointed in you. Yeah. I know. Just stfu brain. Got it. Kk.

I walked to the bathroom, knowing I should not do this.

But I needed to.

I cant take this.

Im sorry.

I got to the bathroom and found my old razor. I closed the door and locked it.

I slid down the wall. I felt weak. Weak isnt the word. I felt like utter shit. Because tjats what I am. Utter shit.

I took my shirt off and pulled off my pants. Seeing all my faded cuts. Im so sorry Phil.

I pressed the razor to my thigh. One cut. 2 cuts. Eachone a bit deeper. 5 cuts.

I threw the razor under the cabnet. I grabbed lots of tissues and wipped the blood off my legs.

Im so fucking weak. Im a fucking idiot.

*Phils POV*

Dan was being weird last night, I dont know why. As we walked to the bus stop, I put a headphone in my ear and put the other in Dans and turned on "Maddness" by Muse. Dan turned and smiled. "You knew I loved this song." He said grabbing my hand. I nodded. Times like this I loved.

We got to school. Or as Dan calles it, hell. Its true though. This school is the equivalent to hell.

Dan had to go talk to one of his teachers. So he left. I walked to my locker. Both earphones in and blocked out the world.

I closed my locker and turned. I saw it. Something I could neve unsee. Savannah. And.... D..Dan.. My Dan. Kissing the slut. No..no!

He walked by with Slut and pushed me into the lockers. I got up and ran. Out the school doors. Out the gate. Down the road.

I grabbed my phone and put on "I just wanna run". And thats what I did. I ran for miles. I got to the cliff. Where I took Dan. Glass was shattered everywhere. Sharp Glass.

He never cared about a worthless fuck like you Phil. Who would. I mean look at your self. Just end it. He will be happy. Because he is with Savannah. Jump off. Bleep to death. Or both.

My mind was right. I hated it. But it was true. I mean, who would love me.

I grabbed a piece of the glass. I rolled up my sleeve. Threw my bag off and grabbed my phone. I sent everyone a text.

Goodbye. To everyone who loved me. Or thought to have loved me. I cant take my life anymore. I wont miss my life. Well because it sucked. To the person I thought I loved me. Dan. Im sorry i was a burden in your life. I loved you so much. So long and goodnight. I will be joining the Black Parade. ~ Phil, lion, a nobody

I threw my phone down putting on last song on. "Better Off Dead" by Sleeping With Sirens. One of my favorite bands.

I ripped my skin. Deeper and depper. Blood draining out of my two arms.

I weak. I looked off the cliff.

And jumped.

So long and goodnight.

*dream over*

I woke up. Breathing heavily. Tears spilling down my face. I turned and saw a sleeping Dan.

It was a dream. Only a dream.

A/N

letting all the hate come to me.

I must have gave you heart attacks.

Wellll. Thats not my fault.

This was a quick sorta kinda filler part because my friend Pippy. Was threatening me.

Anyway.....

Love you!! ❤

Hehehheheheehehehe....

Im scaring my self.

Whatever.

Bye