To Kiss my True Memories (A Kiss Series #1)

CHAPTER 10

Chapter 10

Pain was part of our life that we need to accept wholeheartedly — but I'm still wondering where this pain came from? How could I accept this pain when I didn't know what the reason?

Just one valid reason and I will accept it wholeheartedly!

I sighed heavily as I still feel the pain inside me. It couldn't fade away even I already sighed for several times!

What was really this feeling?

Wala ako sa sarili nang bumalik sa kitchen at tila nakalutang nang magpatuloy sa pagtulong. Lumipat ako sa kabilang bahagi ng kitchen kung saan ginagawa ang mga dessert, to at least divert myself that not on the mood because of what happened earlier. I put my hand over my chest to feel my heart beat more.

It's still beating with pain!

I sighed and turned my attention to the unbaked cupcakes, I will just going to bake it then. Anyway, I know how to bake too, I learned it when I'm abroad. I found that doing it was fun at the same time this was my way of relaxing. I continue baking kahit pa medyo ramdam ko na ang aking pagod dahil na din siguro sa pagkakatayo ng matagal dito. Hindi pa ako masyadong sanay.

"Miss, ayos na po magpahinga na ka muna." si Ruth, isang kasama ko sa pagb-bake.

"It's okay." I smiled at her a little.

"Mukhang pagod kana, Miss." saad naman ni Jessa, friend of Ruth.

They too close to each and other, indeed they're best friend. At napag-alam ko din na meydo matagal na silang server sa restaurant. They're three years older than me.

"Kinda. But it's okay." I smiled more to assure them.

Magpapatuloy na sana ako ng marinig ko ang isang seryosong tikhim sa aking likuran. I already know who is it. I smelled his scent, ang pabango niyang panlalaki na nasasanay at nagugustuhan na ng aking pang-amoy.

I sighed first to calm my heart.

Lumingo ako at halos mapaatras dahil sa lapit niya but he quickly hold my waist and pulled me closer towards him as my heart skipped for a moment. He then turned on my back while his eyes was too serious, seemed he's mad. Mabilis na kumalabog ng malakas ang aking dibdib nang bumaling din sa aking likuran at napagtantong malaki at mainit na oven na sana ang aking maaatrasan kung hindi niya lamang napigilan ang aking pag-atras.

My heart flip softly because of our position. We remained on that position before I get my soul back to me and pushed his hard chest. Napabuga ako ng hangin upang mapakalma ang malakas na kalabog ng aking dibdib. Humugot ng malalim na hininga bago umikot at balingan ang oven sa aking likuran to check if the cupcakes already baked.

Darrow still on my back, I didn't feel him move, he stayed on his position. I'm wondering why he's here ba talaga? At bakit niya pa ako sinundan kanina sa labas habang may galit na itsura ang nakaukit sa mukha niya and I think hanggang ngayon ay may galit parin siya sa akin! Why? Because I'm talking someone in the phone while in the middle of my work! Ayysstt!

And the words he said makes my heart hurts in a sudden — but it's for whom? For me? We're just two there lately when he says it!

It was really for me? Or he's talking someone from the phone? Maybe!

I just ignored Darrow, pretending that he's not around even I can't focus because of his presence plus his intently gaze on me. Nagpatuloy lamang ako kahit minsan nawawala sa sarili. Nagtungo ako sa kabilang parte ng kitchen upang mapalayo kay Darrow. Sa parteng iyon ay ang mga luto ng paborito kong pasta. My favorite pasta was seducing me. I want it right now.