Drunk vampire's(diabolik lovers) Yui x all

Spilled Secrets

  My blood ran cold , as everything went blurry it feels so heavy . The cold gaze is still pinned on me not moving an inch.

  I feel nauseous and my head is throbbing. Each second is counted to how far my funeral is yet both of them are still, like a doll ...are they in shock.

  "....Ruki..kun..?" he still won't answer . I shifted my head towards Yuma who is also catatonic. I moved away a bit and slightly shifted of the chair , he is still gripping my shoulder tightly.

   "Umm...Yuma-kun-" before i could even finish a brute force yanked my arm towards the floor.

  "Oww!!!..What was.. that..for?" my voice descends as i found my self pinned by Kou. His breathing is raggedy mixed with a growl , i whimpered when his nails made contact with mine.

I couldn't move both of my wrists are pinned even worst ruki and yuma are behind kou still catatonic but are staring daggers at me.

As his breath calms down he stares at me but not the kind of angry star but a gaze that could kill. His staring as if i had done something wrong.

"Kou -kun let go...it hurts!" blood came oozing out of my wrists but instead of stopping he dugged it further. I yelped in the painful contact.

  My eyes are getting watery my begs and pleads landed on deaf ears. Finally he moved but he didn't let me go.

  "Why..why...?"he asked repeatingly .

"Why what?" he suddenly shot up a glance at me nails digging much further and blood came dripping like a waterfall .

"Why did you ...choose him.." A hint of sorrow can be heard in his voice but he is still furious.

"What is so good about him huh!?" my tears finally begun falling as whimpers from my mouth echoed.

"Why did you choose him over me huh?!?!!"

"Kou-kun stop you're hurting me!!!" my sobs are getting louder but he didn't care.

"I thought we had something special...yet you betrayed me and dated that good for nothing 2nd year!" its obvious in his voice that he's trying to surpress the urge to hit me yet he didn't.

  He was choking on his own words as well as me. I couldn't say anything i mean what did he meant by special and why are they angry that i dated him its not like he loves me.

Loves...me... that's right before i dated Tanaka-kun not only him but all the mukami and sakimaki brothers has gone less aggressive towards me.

They don't even bit me that often any more. They're more gentle and caring , but that doesn't mean that they love me...right..??

The reason why i didn't told them is that i fear they would break us up , i mean they are quite possessive and gets angry at the most tiniest thing ever.

Maybe they do have feelings for me...no..no that's impossible they said it themselves. I am nothing more than a blood bag to them to feed on.

I hate it...that thought is what i loathe the best. They like toying with my feelings and just toss me around like some toy they easily get bored of.

I don't like it yet here he is telling me that he thinks we have something special. A predator prey relationship yes but something more than that ...ha..no..

"What do you mean special...are perhaps jealous..look if you want to date someone go date you're fan girls.. there's alot of them right-"

*SLAP*

A painful gesture dominates my face, i may  not see it but im pretty sure it left a mark. I hissed at the sudden contact .

  "You really had the audacity to say that when we hunged out more times then both of you did.."

  "Because you force me too..you drag me to you're decision.."I boldly replied.

Suddenly out of nowhere the weight that surrounded my body was gone. I had thought he got off me but instead he was pushed of.

I raised my head looking for the one who shoved him off me and surprise it as none other than subaru.

He helped me stood up as Kou helped himself up while the other two actually moved but towards Kou.

"Just what the hell do you think you we're doing !?" Subaru yells.

"You're really gonna scold me but you're not gonna ask why she chose to date that 2nd year loser!?"

I backed away, Subaru's angry gaze went towards me. His grip tightened yet again. Instead of slapping me he teleported me to his room.

He placed me on top of his coffin while he went inside the bathroom to grab something. By the time he was finished he stood infront of and gently caressed my injury.

He grabbed a clean long band aid and slowly wrapped it on my injured hand. Midway on him tending my arm i tried to make a conversation.

"Subaru-kun..Thank you.."

Suddenly he grabbed my arm abd yanked me towards him. I felt warmth surround me as he embrace me on a tight hug.

I tried squirming but he wouldn't let go as moments go by i unconsciously hugged him back. I felt safe in his arms.
 
Suddenly he spoke up, my heart shattered on what i heard i know what he meant.

 
"Will you still...choose me..."

"If i could..i would.."