my book about poems

poems chapter 1

I thought we could be friends,I thought we could hang out,I thought we could pretendLike we weren't in a blackout,I thought I could handle it,I thought you could keep up,I thought if I hadn't quit Maybe we would still have that cup,I thought If we split,I thought if it became broken,I thought if I had admit,It would become more spokenBut you left me on read you declined my calls You made me dead And now it's fall,I havent forgotten about her,I haven't ignored the signs But what if it were,That I followed the lines,That I went the right path,That I am now happy,That I am not part of her wrath And now life isn't as crappy.   

Don't be afraid to fail. It's not the end of the world, and in many ways, it's the first step toward learning something and getting better at it. Failure is not opposite of success, its a part of it. You just found a way that didn't work, get up and try again, don't just give up because it's hard or because you failed, there's always tomorrow to try again. Frankly life won't always go your way, you just need to learn to improvise and work with what you have. Even if what you have isn't a lot, it's still more than what many people have. The purpose of our lives is to be happy, no matter how hard things are, you can always find something that will cheer you up, however usually we're so sad about what we lost that we can't even see the things that could cheer us up. Take a look around every now and then, happy or not you may find something interesting or new that you didn't know before. We gotta learn as life goes on, time goes on and doesn't wait for us, we need to constantly adapt to new things and learn as we go on, don't get stuck in a time period. Nobody is perfect and noone will be perfect, that's how it is and always will be, and because of that some people will like you, some won't, you can't be liked by everyone, there's always someone that will find something bad about you. That doesn't mean you shouldn't love yourself tho, you need to love yourself and how you are, but also work on your shortcomings, don't be someone who thinks they're always right but also don't agree with everyone, think about what people say about you and decide if it's true or not. And work like that with every opinion you develop, don't just agree with someone because you like them. Think about it, do your own research on the subject and AFTER all that form an opinion about it, nowadays famous people have too much influence over others, just because they say something doesn't mean it's correct. I mean even if you liked this paragraph it doesn't mean it's all correct.

Real big frog in a little pond,Real big frog was big,big frog was too much too big,For the pea sized pond,The pond grew smaller,And he got so much bigger,He soon had to leave,So he left his home,To find a much larger home,He found larger home,Real big frog is glad,Real big frog is happier,Real Big frog is home.

The hero was gone at last,The hero was dead finally,The hero was in a haven so fast And it was a dynasty But with the hero gone I had nothing to do I was all alone If only i knew what to pursue I wanted him back It was no longer fun If only I didn't kill him in that shack He would still be on the run The game had ended I killed the protagonist I was regretful of being intendedAnd I was the antagonist I was the villain Only knowing my friend now gone If I hadn't killed Dylan I wouldn't of had to become redrawn So I sit here at his grave And watch the sunset My friend was brave it wasnt his time yet So the flowers were there I said a goodbye And I laid there in despair As I took my last breath of air.

When I was 12 year old I think I was riding the train going to school like every other day. everything went smoothly I was on time with the train I sit on my seat by my self since I was pretty introverted at that time and social media was my only escape for my anxiety.back to the story I sit down on the seat I fell a sleep since me and my mom argue the day before that and I couldn't go Asleep the whole night so naturally I felt asleep. The dream I had was pretty horrifying it wasn't a scary dream or anything like that . It was me sitting on the train station while another old man sit right next to me I remember the old man was wearing those old people type of shirt like sewed and it was a dark green shirt with a small red star like shape on the back . He sat next to me and waved at me so naturally I responded back as a act of respect we talked about some stuff about where we are going how old are you and when my stop landed I walked out and he waved good bye to me I was kinda creep out since I didn't know him at all. School that day was pretty average until social study the last period . We gotten free time for most of the time since our class was well behaved for the past week.Then suddenly just when I'm going to leave the school gate . A white flashed night on my brain was seen and waked up . Seeing a old man tapping on my shoulder saying "I think you overslept didn't you" i notice we were 4 stop ahead of my stop . So i replied "yes thanks haha" then I started to notice his shirt was identical to the old man in my dream and then I looked closer his face was identical as well I was shocked I ran off the stop then another white flash and I finally waked up it was one of my friend who notice I was sleeping and waked me up then I gone to my school and just when school was about to end there I saw a old man who was identical to my dream waving . To this day i am still creeped out .

Be thankful for what you have in your life, because you never know when you won't have it anymore. Appreciate it while you have it, because it's too late when it's gone. Life will be tough, that's a fact, you just need to accept it and find ways to make it easier and good ways to cope with anything bad that happens. You can find coping in some of the simplest things, you just need to find out what works for you. We all make mistakes, we're humans and we aren't perfect, however that doesn't mean to ignore your mistakes, you need to fix them as much as you can, not to mention learn from them, if you do neither nothing good will come from those mistakes, if you can mostly fix them and learn from them, they'll be less negative than before. Nobody is perfect and noone will ever be perfect, there's always something that someone will find a problem, and most importantly you will never be perfect, however don't take that as a negative thing and an excuse to not work on yourself. We may not ever be perfect but we still must work on our shortcomings, if we do not, that's when it becomes a problem. We're humans meaning we learn and change over time, our bodies, our minds, everything with us changes, even if just by a little bit, however you must ensure the change is positive, if it's not and you don't work on what's wrong with you, it becomes a bigger problem that's harder to deal with, so accept your shortcomings but also worl on them. And even dispite the fact that we will never be perfect we must love ourselves no matter what, however not the type of love as in 'im better than anyone else, I'm superior and better than everyone and always correct', that makes YOU an asshole with a big ego, which is bad in life because it'll just be a big headache for you soon enough and others who gotta deal with you, you must love yourself in such a way that you realize you aren't perfect, you know who's opinion should matter to you and you accept and fix your mistakes and shortcomings.

5 dead mice And one gold ring Fucks you over That red blue swing 5 dead mice And one gold ring On the cemented floor Of your jail cell sing 5 dead mice And one gold ring Fly around her head How tempting 5 dead mice Chewing on her bones And one gold ring On her finger so old 5 dead mice And one gold ring Is what you find On that red blue swing.

Dead rats And their dead rat things Falling from dead rat trees And swimming in dead rat seas Dead rats Do dead rat things They fall and tumble and turn They hang from their tails And burn Dead rats Dead rat ghosts And dead rat traps A dead rat hoax And a dead rats hat 3 blind mice 3 dead rats They watch As you fall tumble and turn They watch your hoax And they watch your hat They eat what's left of your sick sad cat. They will follow you wherever you go. Dead rats. And their dead rat things. Do dead rats sing? Or are they just dead, and stone cold.

I wish i could fall But other would break Altho there isn't much more i can do I know that you don't need it I'm going to stop i promise Right after i go again Your too good for me And yet you stood for me I wish i could just cry But all of my tears have left Most things i say are vague That's just cuz im tired These late night vibes Just don't mix well with the light And that is why i'm scared of the dark But that won't stop me Nothing for good is bad Except for when it goes to far Everything has a point and apparently I passed it Very sudden and very pointy Sharp and jagged stabbed with deep wounds Almost unhealable but then your back You don't care you never did How you noticed him You don't give a damn about me How can you not see that you are slowly killing me It doesn't matter tho There is nothing more sweet than you.