EXPERIENCE (english version) [+18]

3 - duh

i was in los angeles for two months and everything was great.

i was living in a small apartment, on a pretty good neighborhood.

it was quiet and from my bedroom window i could see the city. it was just a big room with a wooden roof and a bathroom but pretty cozy.

billie never called me or message me. but i wasn't surprised at all. she's a hot and famous singer, why would she want something from me? of course she was interested because i said i'm intersex, but that's it.

but i dreamed about her every night since that day in the plane.

and then, 67 days since, she send me a message. no, no i wasn't counting the days...

my heart kicked when i saw the notification. i don't know why i knew ir was her.

it was 10:32 p.m, and the full moon was illuminating my room. the curtains were open cause i like to see the stars at night.

unknown number: heyyy

me: hey who dis

unknown number: duh

me: i though you had forgotten bout me

billie: never! haha i was just super busy with concerts and stuff

billie: sorry :(

me: that's ok! :) r u in LA?

billie: yep. u?

me: yea, in my new apartment

Billie: looks good. can i sleepover?

i widened my eyes and looked at the screen for several minutes with no reaction.

is billie fucking eilish coming to my shit apartment?

me: uh, sure, rn?

billie: yes, finneas is goin to a party w ppl i hate, i don't wanna go. he can leave me here. if u don't mind

me: waiting for u

i send my location and immediately started to clean my room. several minutes later it was cleaned and smelling like flowers. the room was illuminated with purple lights.

i changed my rabbits pajamas putting a grey sweatpants and a shirt with long sleeves that let my bellybutton showing. it was kinda cold.

and then somebody knocks on the door. i sighed and opened, seeing billie.

she looked so pretty with dark blue hair and baggy clothes.

- hello, k! - she smile and hugged me for a second - wow, cool apartment!

- you're literally billionaire, why are you praising my mid ass apartment? - i said, closing the door

- you silly! - she laugh and lays in my bed like we were friends for years

we just talked about your lifes for minutes.

- you have some nice things to say about your life - i said - my life is boring as fuck

- tell me about how you lose your virginity! - she said

i choked for a second, laughing.

- i'm still a virgin - i said without looking at her

- dudeee, you were born with a dick and a pussy and never worked with them? - she laughed

- i'm really shy and afraid - i said in a low voice

billie gave me a weird look. a look like "i got you".

- do you wanna experience new things with me?

i choked again, then my hands started getting really sweat.

- uh, sure - i whispered

- i'm gonna be your sex teacher! - she smiled

- so... what i have to do?

- first of all, always look at me in the eyes - she said and held my chin up - your eyes are really attractive, use them

- a-alright - i answered, looking deeply at those ocean eyes - and then what?