The Blonde Boys (Tokyo Revengers)

Dorayaki (old)

TW mentions of suicide

It had been four days after the Kazutora incident, and you had subconsciously been avoiding Mikey. You didn't mean to but you never answered his text messages or anyone's really, you were still processing what had happened, at school you were always spaced out not really concentrating on anything. Even your upperclassmen were kind of concerned about your behavior because you hadn't picked a fight with them for a few days.

School was over and as you were getting your bag out of your locker you heard the rumble of an engine. Walking out you saw Draken on his motorbike.

"oi Aki, hop on" he said waving to you

You walked up to his bike too tired to shout, "I can't come today I have homework" you softly said

"Damn you look like shit, have you been sleeping?" Draken asked kindly which was odd for him, as he had noticed your eyebags and demeanor.

"Yeah just been a rough week and all" you replied not looking him in the eyes

"Well anyways, Mikey wants to meet ya, he hasn't seen you for days, and you've been ignoring all of our messages, Takemichi even says you're ignoring him" he says

"sorry I can't come, I have a test soon" you say while walking off

He grabs your shoulder getting irritated "look I know you're a girl but this shit has hurt us more than you, we were friends with Baji, you didn't even know him, so stop being so sad" he harshly says to you.

"Its not because I'm a girl, I know Bajis death has been really hard on all of the people who knew him, I know I don't deserve to be sad and depressed over someone I barely knew, but its not just his death" you raise your head to meet his eyes, he can see that you are about to cry.

"tch, whatever, just text Mikey back he's getting concerned" Draken says with a hint of empathy in his voice, he finally lets you go.

Its true that Baji's death might have traumatized you, but it brought up more memories that you didn't want to see from both this girls memories and your past life's memories. Seeing him kill himself triggered the suicidal memories from the girl that you transported into. Also seeing him die with all the blood surrounding him reminded you of how you died, and how your family died.

Flash back time baby

You were in the back seat with your little brother with your headphones on trying to block out the sounds of your parents fighting in the front, it was late at night, and your father was driving to the hotel that you were going to stay at for the holdiays. You closed your eyes for a second and woke up to the blaring sounds of a horn going off, you opened your eyes to see your father, face bloodied, lying his face on the car horn, his eyes open staring into your soul. You tried to speak, scream for your father to wake up but all you could do was cough up blood. You looked to your side to see your brother bent in a painful position, you tried to shake him, but he wouldn't wake up. You went to look at your mother but couldn't move because of a long piece of metal piercing your stomach that went through your mother's seat.

You sat still numb to all the pain physically and mentally. You thought to yourself at least your parents wouldn't fight anymore, its not like you had a horribly sad life, but it was by no means perfect, you never made any lasting friends due to moving all the time because of your fathers scamming business, and you didn't have the best relationship with your family, its like they all ganged up on you, even your little brother. If you ever had the chance to relive your life you promised to the universe that you would change things, you would finally be happy. You knew in your heart though that it was a childish dream.