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isaac and i stepped out of the bathroom and made our way back to the party.
as we walked out, i felt samuel's eyes on me. i looked over and there he was, watching me walk out of the bathroom with isaac. great.
"go" isaac motioned, noticing the look on my face and samuel walking away.
"i'll be back."
"sam, wait" i said out of breath, reaching for his arm.
"you're fucking him too?" he shouted, pulling away from me
"what? no! what are you talking about?"
"i saw you walk out of the bathroom with him."
"we were just talking he's new and i invited him here and-"
he shook his head and started walking away from me.
"dont walk away sammy" i pleaded, reaching for him one more time. "believe me. he's new to my school and i wanted to introduce him to some people. i just felt bad when he walked in on us that's all."
"fine" he said quietly, looking down at our hands now intertwined.
i lifted up his chin to give him a kiss.
i don't know why samuel gets jealous. i mean, isn't the whole point of 'friends with benefits' to not care about each other's feelings and only the sex? i don't know. i guess i keep him around because i'm afraid of losing people and i like the fact that he cares about me. it sounds fucked up, but maybe i am fucked up.
"i'm gonna go hang with the team, okay?"
"okay. have fun" sam says, kissing me on the cheek.
i make my way back over to scott, stiles, isaac and the rest of the team. i usually hung around stiles' group since i don't have my own.
"are you down to drink?" danny asks, handing me a bottle of vodka
"always" i grin, taking the bottle and chugging it down while people chant.
it burned my throat but i didn't care, i just wanted to black out.
"okay effy that's enough" stiles says taking the bottle from me.
i frown and roll my eyes, walking to the cabinet to find something else to drink.
"nope. time to sit down" stiles says, putting my arm around his shoulder to keep my balance. he brought me to scott's couch and carefully set me down.
isaac sits down next to us, making sure i'm okay.
"you like to drink" he jokes, trying to lighten the mood.
"y'all drink to enjoy it. i drink to die" i mumble, the room spinning as i fall asleep.
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if you've read 'looking for alaska' you know where that quote is from lol. ik this chapter is kinda short but i just wanted to get it out of the way
