LOOK AFTER YOU : LARRY

𝐱𝐢𝐯. together again

"oh, oh. oh, oh. be my baby. i'll look after you."

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[louis' pov]

when the paramedics came into the house and brought harry out to the ambulance, i noticed a note on the bathroom floor. i wiped the tears from my eyes and picked it up, it read:

hello louis,

i'm assuming if anyone finds me, it will be you. my mom's never home anyway. i'm sorry it had to end like this. it was just too much. i know you'll get over me, you're strong. you  probably don't care anyway, it won't take much to get over me.

i should probably tell you that i'm in love with you. remember my outburst during truth or dare? you were the crush that i claimed "not to have." i was just scared of your rejection, i can't live without you. you can probably see that considering my decision i made today.

you left and it just made me feel horrible. just know that it's not your fault, it's my fault for getting attached after only a little while.

i need to do it now, i can't write anymore. i'm sorry louis. i love you and i always will.

goodbye.

[harry's pov]

i woke up to the sound of a beeping noise. it took a minute to register my surroundings. i was in a hospital.

oh right. i attempted suicide.

i felt dizzy, they probably put me on medication. i noticed that louis was asleep.

i thought he left me?

i took a minute to look at him. i noticed how his eyes looked puffy, from crying i assume, and there were dark circles under them. he stirred awake and slowly opened his eyes but quickly jumped up when he noticed i was awake.

"oh my god, harry." he choked out and walked over to me and pulled me into his embrace.

"hi louis." i croaked, my voice sounded as if it was almost gone.

he pulled out of the hug and looked at me. "i thought you were gone, harry. please never do that again."

i looked down at my lap. "i thought you left." i said slightly above a whisper.

he pulled me into another hug. "i just left to go on a walk, you know i would never leave you, harry."

i looked around and noticed my suicide note, unfolded on the table.

"oh god you read it didn't you?" i asked and he pulled out of the hug with a confused look on his face before noticing what i was talking about.

"i did."

he probably thinks i'm a freak now that he knows i'm in love with him. i don't want to lose this friendship we have. my throat closes up and it feels like i can't breathe.

"harry, please calm down, it's okay." he tries to reassure me, "just listen to my breathing, and try to copy that. okay, love?"

i do what he says and eventually i calm down. he looks at me with worry evident on his face.

"are you okay, harry?" he asks me.

"no i'm not. you know i'm in love with you, you probably hate me now." i start to tear up at the thought of louis hating me. i can't lose him.

he chuckled. "why would i ever hate you? harry, i feel the same way."

i looked up at him with hope in my eyes. "you do?"

he leans down over me. "of course i do, baby. how could i not? you're absolutely stunning and the most amazing person ever."

i giggled and looked down before looking up and staring at his lips. he looked down at mine as well. it all happened so fast, one minute he was hovering over me and the next his soft lips were placed onto mine.

he guided me through the kiss because of my lack of experience. did i mention that this was my first kiss?

when he pulled away he looked at me with a wide smile on his lips, mine the same.

"i love you so much, harry." he admitted.

"i love you too, louis. i always will."

he leaned down and pecked my lips.

"promise you'll never leave me?" i asked him hopefully.

"i never will, baby. never. i'll be with you forever, i'll look after you."

fin.