My babysitter

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Tzuyu

My babysitter

Thursday 01/05/2025

I wake up to a typical headache that has to be affect only one side of my head. I massage my right temple and realize that I'm a quarter naked. I quickly cover my top half with my flatter sheet.
"What had happened last night after he kissed me?" I question myself, rub the back of my head with my hands. Ahh, my head, hurts! I turn to my nightstand to check the time on the clock, A glass of orange juice with the note stuck on it caught my attention. I pick up the juice to read the note.
take the pills if you having a migraine, drink it with the orange juice it will help you with your hungover.
Wow, his handwriting is as pretty as his.
I did what the note told me to and rest against my bed rest. I exhale and inhale to clear my mind to the thought of what had happened last night? Did we...do it? The rational part of me says I'm being ridiculous but in a small scarely corner of my mind, did I slept with him? Anxiety about last night still playing at the edge of my mind. Argggg!!! I kick repeatedly underneath my blanket to the thought of us kissing makes me blush, I slide inside the blanket and cover my face.
Where did that kiss come from?
Why did I just stand there and let him do that?
Despite my objections, I realize, almost pathetically, that I have just experienced the most passionate kiss I've ever received from a guy.
If we did do it then where is he now? Did he fucked me and just leave? I widen my mouth to the last question. Oh tzuyu, you know you're a cheap drunk, and yet, last night you gulp down the liqueur-like you're thirsty for water. And now look at you, you're a quarter naked, think about it who else will undress you when you're drunk...of course Mr. Stolid prodigal jerk! He screws you and left!... I shake off the voice inside my head. don't want to believe he is that type of guy but in reality, he did take off.
He just want my body, now he had it....he's gone! suddenly a tear drop and roll off my cheek, I silently cry myself back to sleep.

"Mummy...mummy! wake up!" Taric runs into my room and jumps on my bed.
"Hi, taric." I give him my sleepy smile as my eyes slow roll them shut again, back to sleep.
"Mummy, morning..up!" He says pulling on my arm.
"Ahh, OKay okay, mummy up! What do you want for breakfast?". I push myself up and lean against my bed rest. My headache is gone but my inside feeling like death. Knowing the fact that he is gone, and that he'd fool me and he deceit me.
I fall for his tricks!
I chuckle in anger.
"Haha, mummy laughing." He says laughs at my chuckle. I smile at his cutest laugh.
"Okay, Taric sweetie..what do you want for breakfast?". I tickle his stomach, he titters
"Hehehehe..mummy stop tickle, taric!"
"Okay, no more tickle. But what for breakfast?"
"Ummm, kimbup!" He says in delight with his pointing finger Points up
"Not kimbap again?"
He leans in closer to my face and cups my cheeks, he says "Yes mummy kimbap." Oh, my taric you always melt mummy heart will that face
I slide out off my blanket and the bed to my wardrobe, I pull out a white loose t-shirt and dark denim jeans; I put them on and went over to my front side bed to pick up my last night's clothing.
I bend down to pick up my top and my jeans, as I pick myself back up, the dizziness gets a hold of me for a few seconds.
I think I'd drink way too much last night.
I shake off my dizziness away, I walk back to the nightstand, I grab my phone and slice it in my back denim pocket.
"Oh right kimbap again for taric! let's go to the kitchen shall we?" He nods and follows me from the Living room to the laundry room.
I put my yellow top and my denim into the washing machine. I walk back to the
Living room and put taric on his high chair with his iPad.
Head to the kitchen, I gather all dried ingredients in the pantry out and put them on the island. I head to the fridge, I notice the photo is missing just before the doorbell rings. It usually sits on the fridge: a selfie of me and taric on the beach, framed by unfeasibly blue sky. It's now gone, I want to check underneath the fridge for the photo. It might drop off but I have to answer the door for the delivery man.
I jog quickly to open the door.
"Hi, you can put all the fabric in my office room," I ask without identifying the delivery man, I just gesture him to follow me to my office room.
He follows me from behind without saying a word, which is good because I'm not in the mood for any conversation after what Mr. Stolid's prodigal jerk did to me.
"You can put them in the corner, there" I pointing at the end of the corner, I turn and am about to head out but my feet are now both stuck on to the floor.
My heart suddenly beating so fast in mixed emotions of anger, frustration, nervousness, anxious and more.
I'm so irritated with myself for feeling so awkward while he is so completely self-possessed. And why? Because I'm dazzle, damn it. I hate the fact that he can easily make my heart racing in my chest, my stomach quivering madly when he appears in front of me. The sight of him stands in between my office door with jeans that showcase his mile-long legs and loose black t-shirt, showing off his biceps carrying a box of dozen of red wine. Aww, he remembers our chat from last night.
Oh, how I just want to run straight to him to give him a KICK IN HIS BALLS and a BIG SLAP on his hellishly handsome face. But My feet won't move an inch, I stand still with my face burning up with fiery inside me. my heart wants to jump out of my chest to be with him but my brain wants to curse him.
All of a sudden these mixed feelings become difficult to breathe; it feels as though a sponge has been lodged in my throat, soaking up water swelling, and clogging leaving me struggling for breath.
My brain suddenly stops function for a second.
"Tzuyu, wake up...Are you all right? tzuyu!" His voice culture and smoothly loud and clear, with a rasp that makes my stomach flutter. It wakes me to conscious. The blurry version of his hellishly handsome face is so big, so close to my face and I can hear a heartbeat so loud and fast. It couldn't be mine because it now calms as a wind. I can feel the warmness wraps around me. Why is he carrying me? And where is he carrying me to? No no no... Not in my room, not on my bed.
"Let me down!" I yell at him
"You just fainted, you need to be in bed and rest! I can't let you down till you're on your bed!" He commands.
"don't go in my room" I yell and hit his chest with my fists, he holds me tighter but I keep hitting his chest.
"Mummy...daddy... Down." Taric calls out for us
"Taric.." He cut me off, I want to call Taric to help me.
"Ahh...Taric, not now...daddy has to put mummy to bed because mommy doesn't feel well! Daddy will be out will quick, kay. Give daddy five minutes." He says as he opens the door to my room and quickly he put me slowly on my bed. My fists are still hitting on his chest to the point he had to stop me.
He holds both of my wrists down.
"Stop hitting me, and rest! You'd fainted seconds ago, my heart can't take it if something like this happens to you. I can't lose you again! Do you hear me?" Her voice getting louder and shaky toward the end, make me scared a little and my heart skipping so fast.
He immediately let both of my wrists go, then his right hand reaches to touch my forehead I stop him with my left hand. He holds my left hand and pushes it down onto the mattress, he continues with his left I stop him with my right.
I don't want him to touch my forehead acting as if he cares for me. He can fool me once but not twice! I won't fall for it again.
"Why won't you let me touch your forehead? After all, we did last night you still shy of my touch?" He says pushing me right down onto the mattress.
"I don't want your dirty hand to touch me...let go of me. I hate you!" I yell at him and he gives me a smirk.
argh!!
Is he for real?
Why is he doing this to me?
He is so cruel to my heart!
"Look me in the eyes and say that you hate me." He leans in closer to my face. I turn my head to the side, he pulls our hands in to block my way from turning.
"I hate you!" I say with my eyes close.
I don't know why I can't look at him in the eyes to tell him how I feeling right now. That I hate him for leaving me this morning.
I'm scared that if I do look at him in the eyes I might say different words that are from my heart!
"Open them and say it while look at me in the eyes." His voice shaken me
"I hate you. I hate you. I hate.." You...He kisses me!
Tears suddenly roll out from the corner of my eyes, my body just melts and my heart skips and my stomach is tinkering, he is too good at making me fall back for his charm.
But I'm not a fool.
I tilt my head to the side to part our lips and to avoid his gazes.
I don't want him to see my tears.
He then tilts his head to meet mine and presses his lips on my lips again.
I try to resist and want to push him off to break this kiss but he is too strong.
"AHHHH.."
"What is that for?" He cries out loud, I bit his bottom lip
"That's for kissing me!" I answer trying hard to hold in my smile but it escapes.
"You enjoying it!" He grin
"No, I'm not!" I shake my head.
"Really? Guess I have to kiss you again to find out!" He leans down, he lets go of my hand, he slips his free hand behind my neck and gently pressing his lips against my lips with a delicate sweet soft amorously kiss, our lips opening when they meet. The warmth from his lips travels to my toes, and I pull him closer to me.
Neither of us holds back this time. As I'm giving in to my heart craving.
I run my fingers through the back of his hair as we continue kissing.
"Mummy... Daddy...hungry!" Taric yells
I giggle against his lips. Our lips are still touching as we both hesitate to part because taric interrupts us.
"Damn, " he whispers against my lips. "It gets better every time."
I smile and nudge him to let me go so I can cook food for taric. He pulls back and sets himself upright, and sits next to me.
"You just laid here and rest, I'll go cook for taric."
"But you don't know what is taric wants for breakfast and he is an incredibly picky eater.. He is only eating food that tastes good... And I know you won't make it as good as I do," I ensure with a smile.
"He has to suck it up.. and my cooking is not that bad...you'd ate most of the tonkatsu last night." He says with a wink and smiles.
"What?" I'm shocked, he cooked that Tonkatsu?
"You cooked tonkatsu? No way... you know how to cook? Don't you have a butler to cook and serve you food straight on your table?"
"I know what you are thinking, chewy. You think That I'm a rich...Mr. S. P. J....aka stolid prodigal jerk, right? But apparently, you're wrong. I'm more than just a rich stolid prodigal jerk, tzuyu!. I know how to cook and I am also very good in bed." I wink and continue "Handsome with a sexy brain."  he taps his temple and raises my eyebrows seductively.
How did he know I called him that? Did I spit it out last night?
"Oh okay, let see how this rich stolid prodigal jerk here Can cook or not?" I say in a challenging way and point my pointing finger on his chest
"Ouch, That hurts." he pauses and puts his hand on his chest acting like my words shoot him in the heart.
"But I like whatever you think of me, knowing that I'm always on your mind." He smiles and leans down cups my chin with his hand and place a quick kiss on my lips. I frozen, attempting to absorb the last fifteen seconds of my life. My face just turns red. He stares at my face and smiles again, he stands up
"Okay." he clears his throat and pauses for a few seconds. "Challenging accepted." and heads to the door.
He is just here a minute ago, right there. All perfect and gorgeous and smelling divine, his perfume still waft in the air where he sat. My thoughts run away from me, to him. I get out of bed and head out toward the living room. Seeing him in the kitchen with my indigo apron on, he starts to prep taric kimbap. I walk toward his back, I tiptoe take a peek over to see what he is doing.
"Ah, not too much water," I mutter over his ears, make his jumps a bit.
"Why are you even out here? Didn't I told you to stay in bed and rest?"
"I'm feeling better now and I want to see how you going with the kimbap." I tiptoe to peek over his shoulder to see more.
In a blink, of an eye, he turns and faces me. Making me unsteadily as I lean forward and accidentally land a kiss on his cheek. He gazes in awe as he smiles.
I straighten myself up straight from him.
"You come out here for more kisses?" He winks
"Nope." I shake my head "I come here to see if you mess up my kitchen or not." I Scan the kitchen to see any mess but there is none.
"Find what you looking for?" His question reminds me of the photo of us, me and taric. Quickly I bob down to the grey wooden floor to see if the photo might drop down and slide underneath the fridge. It's not there. Umm, where did it go?
"Chewy, What are you looking for?" He squats down as I lift my head up
"Our photo...of me and taric...it went missing this morning. I through.." He gestures to me to look up at the fridge.
"How did it get back there...this morning it was gone, I swear it was gone!"
"I believe you! I found it lying underneath in the corner of the fridge, I pick it up and put it back to where it belongs." He grins showing off his perfect white teeth.
"Oh!" I stand up and so did he
"you put too much water that wasn't supposed to... into the rice now is a bit soggy. Taric won't like it." I say and shaking my head in disapproval
"Oh really? He might like my new creation of kimbap." He shrugs
"Oh, you wanna make a bet? I'll make my kimbap and you make yours. And see which one taric like the most." I say with a smile.
I love betting!
Mina and I bet all the time.
"I like games. What is the catch if you or I lose? What winner get?" He winks at me with sexual smiles.
"Hmm, winner... Um...can ask the Loser to do whatever they like for a day. The winner can pick any day, deal?" I stick out my hand for a handshake, he shakes it. I give him my triumphant smile. He returns it with a wink.
I roll my eyes.
We both start making our kimbap.
I'm up to my last roll, my left butt cheek just jiggling by the vibration from my phone. I pull it out and check who is the caller is.
Oh, Mina, I answer the call and press on the speaker mode.
"Hi Mina"
"Hi tzuyu, I just landed in Paris. want to let you guy know." Her giggles make me smile.
"Glad you're safely landed. You must be tired from the flight? When You start shooting?"
"Will start tomorrow. So what are you and taric up to on the second day in Seoul? Sorry, I didn't call was on the plane." She sighs
"Mina, I'm an adult with a kid now. You don't have to check up on us every day. Go and find yourself a man to check on." I joke
"Speaking of the subject" she pauses for a few seconds "Hmm, OK. Now,"
I can tell that whatever coming next it's something she's planned to say to me before she called.
"Have you thought any more about what I said? About Internet dating?" She's always on at me to go out more, see my other friends, to find a boyfriend. She thinks and she's probably right that I've neglected them in my eagerness to focus on taric.
"I don't know Mina, I'm not sure I'm ready to meet anyone...you know I need to concentrate on taric and work. I don't have a lot of time for anything else", and yet last night just happened. I steal a glimpse of him from the corner of my eyes, to see his reaction but he shows nothing. Still rolling on his last roll.
"That's exactly why you should do it! You need something else something that's just for you...I understand why you've had to devote all your energy to taric..." I drag my thoughts away from him back to Mina
"I know," I say reluctantly "you're probably right, but I'm ok on my own though. Better even". Still no reaction from him.
"Well you're certainly better on your own but you do deserves some fun and be with someone who will treat you well put you first, look after you", this is a conversation we've had many times before and both of us know it's never going to end in agreement so I give in.
"So...this online dating thing. What would I even say about myself?"
"Aha! That's where you don't need to worry" She sounds excited.
One of the many things I love about her is her inability to hold a grudge. She can be cross with you about something one minute but the next minute make her laugh and it's all forgotten.
"There's this site where your friends put up your profile to write what kind of man you're looking for and everything. You just sit back and wait for the offers to come rolling in."
"And this friend would be...?"
"Ta-dah!" she says proudly "seriously though what have you got to lose?"
I turn, as he walking toward me and snatch my phone "she doesn't need an internet dating thing...she already has me!" he ends the call
"You just hung up on Mina."
"Yes, I did. And I don't like the fact that she's forcing you to the internet dating. Do you girls even think how unsafe and dangerous internet dating is? Rapers, murders, stalkers, psychopaths..you name it and they're all up for Internet dating." He sounds angry
"I give in to end that subject. I...didn't mean it."
"You shouldn't give in if you felt not to. You are smarter than this tzuyu. Think for your safety first." He snaps at me
"It was just a conversation. We haven't signed up for Internet dating yet. And it's none of your business." I snap back
"After what had happened last night. Do you think this is none of my business? are you playing around with me, tzuyu?" His stares scare me and yet I found it sexy and arousing.
"What happened last night? Did we...uh.." I pause "do it?" I ask covering my blush with my hands.
"Wait, you don't remember last night? You and I kissed passionately from there", he points to the dining table "to your room, on the bed.."
I shake my head to each of the statements, still cover my face with embarrassment.
He steps in closer in front of me. My heart pounding nonstop. He takes my hands out of my face with his hands, he places our hands on his chest. His fingertips start to trace the outline of my wrist. He gently traces each of my fingers, following the lines and curves of my entire hand. His fingertips feel like electric pulses penetrating my skin.
"You so determined so passionately about our touch, you called out for more. You can't handle my strength in you, you've scratched me out of pleasure on my back. your thrill of pleasure still evidently on my back." He whispers slowly with his sexy voice sending a shock wave that raises the hair on my nape as he continues tracing up my wrist and back to my fingertips with fluid motion.
"Mummy. Daddy. Taric hungry." Thank god taric save me from my sanity and my big embarrassment. You are my hero, baby taric. Thank you for rescuing Mummy love you so much!
"Mummy coming over soon. Just need to cut out the kimbap, Kay." I cut my kimbap into bit sides and place them onto a big round plate. Try to avoid contact as possible.
Quickly I grab the plate and walk straight to taric, I put the plate down in front of him. He follows from behind and puts his plate next to mine.
"Thank mummy" "thank daddy" taric give us a gleeful smile. We both smile.
We both observers taric eating our kimbap, he eats mine first then taehyung's.
"So taric which one do you like the most," we both say at the same time.
"Mmm, this one", taric points at taehyung's plate.
"What? Taric. You always like mummy kimbap." I frown. I pick up one piece of kimbap from his plate and pop it in my mouth. It tastes the same as my kimbap. I guess I have lost to him.
"Okay, you win. Fair and square! You name the date and I'll do whatever you ask."
He put his right hand on the back of his head and smile at me.
"Whatever I ask? Really?" He smirks
"Whatever but no sexual stuff."
"Naw, that's no fun."
"Then you should cancel our bet," I say with a smile hoping he will agree to cancel.
"That won't happen. my only chance to get whatever I want from you. I won't let that slices away from me that easy, chewy." He winks
I roll my eyes.
And head to the pantry.
"Mr.prodigal, do you want coffee or tea?"
"Anything beside them two."
"Hmm, hot chocolate or orange juice?"
"Hot chocolate."
"Please." I set the tone of propriety to him by teaching him basic manners. Turn to give him my discipline look.
"Thanks." He smirks. I have to teach him some conduct, he can't always being bossy to everyone. Didn't his parents teach him any manners?
"Taric, you want pancakes? Mummy can make you some? do you want some more. prodigal?"
"No pancakes for taric Kay, mummy..no pancake," Taric mutters, see clues on his iPad as usual.
"I'll have a big breakfast, to kick start my day...as a babysitter."
I smile at his words. Glad that we both think alike.
Proceed my cooking then the doorbell ring. Mr.prodigal answers and lead the delivery man to my office room. They loaded 10 rolls of white fabric in different kinds of materials and he sent them out.
He closes the door and back to the spots. He sits next to taric and watches pink. Both doing the daddy shark dance.
So cute.
finished cooking us a big fat America breakfast benedict eggs, crispy bacon, sliced sausages, hot butter-toasted English muffins, eggs poached, and a warm creamy hollandaise sauce. the side dish was pancake blueberry banana with maple syrup.
I present them on the table, he's eyes widen. back to the island to get our hot beverage. I put his hot cocoa in front of him and I pop in a roasted marshmallow. Head off to my seat, I set myself down.
"It's much tastier with the marsh in it. try it! I always made my hot cocoa this way."
"I believe it will taste the same as always." I title my head, perplex by his words.
I take the first bite of my benedict eggs, it satisfies my hunger.
"Wow." He says after his first bit and comes a second. "You should open a restaurant. All your cooking tastes deliciously good!"
I return a smile to his compliment. Back to my benedict eggs.
We all finish our meal, Mr. prodigal helps me pack up the dishes and put them into the sink. He then walks back to help taric out of his chair.
"Taric, go play with your toys. Daddy help mummy with the dishes and will be back to play with you, okay."
"Okay, daddy." Taric runs to his room to get his toy to box out.
Mr.prodigal heads toward me, he stands next to my side. Both washing the dishes. He dries the last plate and hands it over to me, I place it back where it belongs.
"I'll head to work now. will you be alright with taric?"
"I'm sure we'll be just fine." He smiles with an unsure smile.
"If you need me, I'll be in my office room." I give him a good luck smile and a wave goodbye.

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