Why me? (abused Deku) DISCONTINUED

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Izuku's POV:

I couldn't believe that I will have a normal loving family. I couldn't help but smile while happy tears were running down my face. I hugged Aizawa and we stayed like this until Recovery Girl came in.

"Hello, Izuku. How are you feeling?"
"Pretty good" I said.
"Ok, so we did some tests and everything is fine except that you might have severe anxiety and maybe depression."
"O-oh o-k" I already knew that I had those and I also had a lot of panick attacks lately. I don't think I should tell them. I will be just a burden...

"... Izuku... IZUKU!" I heard Aizawa saying my name.
"huh?"
"you finally came back. You were mumbling weird stuff for about two minutes now."
"huh oh I'm s-sorry" I said. I hope they didn't heard anything about my panick attacks.
"You were saying stuff about being a burden and panick attacks? Uraraka said that you had something similar to a panick attack in school. Did you have more than one already before?"

Oh noo. What should I do. Should I tell them... Noo I will burden everyone again... No no no no I can't have one right now. Oh no..

I started shaking and gasping for air while tearing up. I heard Aizawa say to calm down and that everything is fine but I couldn't. Everything started to go black and I heard a voice..

"You are useless. You are just a burden to everyone. Why don't you just take a swan dive of the roof. Useless. Burden. Ugly. Stupid. Deku"

Suddenly I saw Aizawa and Recovery Girl again. She had something in her hand but my vision was blurry. After a few minutes everything cleared up.

"I gave you something to calm you down. Now as I can see you just had a panick attack and I know that you had those before. I think you have a panick disorder." Recovery Girl said.
"Do you want to tell what triggered it?" Aizawa asked.
"I-I didn't want to be a burden to you so I didn't want you to know about my panick attacks" I said shyly
"First of all, you are not a burden to anyone. Second, why do you think like that? "
"I-I d-don't wanna talk about i-it"
"o-okay"

Suddenly, the door oppened and we all saw kacchan.

"Oi!! MR. AIZAWA. WHERE IS DEKU?!"
"k-kacchan?!"
"deku? Huh.. What are you doing here?"
"uhh-h had an accident earlier"

I saw Mr. Aizawa looking at me as he was walking out of the room with Recovery Girl.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN AN ACCIDENT?"
"I-I don't r-really want to talk about it"
"HUH!? JUST SPIT IT OUT ALREADY!"

Bakugou's POV:

What does he mean he doesn't want to talk about it? Did something happen?

"O-okay I'll tell you... But promise to not tell anyone in the class about this... I still don't want anyone to know about it."
"TCH okay just say it." I wonder what he hides...
"well you know my dad... He.. He abused me since my moms death and Mr. Aizawa found out today... He was arrested." he said while tears were starting to form in his eyes.
"what!?" I quickly pulled him into my chest and he sarted crying. I saw bruises and cuts all over him. Did his dad do this to him!?
"Are those bruises and cuts from your dad?" I asked hoping he wouldn't freak out.
"Y-yeah"

I hugged him tighter.
"ISTG I'm gonna kill that BASTARD!!" Deku chuckled
"WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING!?"
"it's just weird to see you care for me"
I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him away from.
"I always cared for you... Even if I bullied you... I was afraid to accept my feelings so I just hurt you... Sorry"
"f-feelings?"
"I-I like you... Deku" I saw his beautiful eyes widened and he smiled and hugged me again.
"I like you too.. Kacchan"