Pri-prison life

The wash

I stepped in feeling the cold drops on my feet waiting for it to turn warm. I could feel the water becoming warmer and warmer this was the first wash I had in weeks. The anticipation was killing me for it to be the right temperature I only have 10 minutes to shower with real soap. It felt so smooth the water dripping down my body it felt as if I was getting for the job interview all over again the morning that changed it alll the morning that made me only shower once a month the morning th-tha-that made me end up here.

The water carried on dripping down my body at I got lost in my thoughts until I realised that I only have 1 minute left until they send me out so I left as quick as possible so I would at least be dressed in this dirty orange uniform. I just wish I didn't have to go to court for a case where I was only a witness I did nothing but still ended up here. I'm literally here for no reason unless they found out that I am the reason that my best friend is a orphan. If your thinking that I killed her parents I didn't I made them kill each other for money. Cause she betrayed me and so did my Boyfriend will EX boyfriend he is not to ever talk to me but I'm still a simp for him but he got with my best friend so I makes sure that at least one would pay.

Anyways we don't talk about that even in prison it's going to be used against you never EVER say why your here to other prisoners they will most likely tell everyone then you will be avoided or in deeper trouble so I just live on my own here by myself . In a separate room cause they think I will kill someone like I have learnt my lesson I know that I won't be killing people soon maybe in the future when I'm going to be freed. I don't think I will be able to get any job with a criminal record so I might as well come back. I need to learn to stop getting lost in thoughts I should probably go now to go get some breakfast but I don't want to cause I hate being sat alone like a nobody I just don't seem to trust anyone at this point my trust has gon for good especially with my EX bestie and EX Boyfriend. I wish I knew from the start.