Two broken pieces.

Chapter 6

Where am I? I'm looking around but everything is black. I am trying to move, but I am stuck. I can't even scream. That's when my aunt suddenly pops up. She looks a lot meaner than I remember her. She is about one head taller than me. „It is your fault ." What did she just say to me. „ They are dead, because of you. I told them to give you away when they had the chance. Your mother did the right thing." Why is this conversation happening again. We fought the day before I left. „Did you ever wonder why your father never really talked about your Mum?" Stop it you already told me that. „Huh. He said she died 2 years after you were born right. That is a lie. She left immediately after your birth. You already had this curse of yours. You nearly killed her after you were born. She was smart and left to start over. I told your father to be smart about it. There were secret companies who would buy you for millions, but he never agreed." Please make it stop. I can't listen to her again.
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Shigaraki
Uhhh. Who is screaming in the middle of the night? Wait is that... Ella. Oh no. I jumped up as fast as I could and sprinted to her room. I haven't been this terrified in a long time. I hope nothing happened. I nearly broke her door down and saw her laying there. She is crying and screaming . I think she's still sleeping. I picked her up without thinking about it. I carried her to my room and layed her onto the bed. She calmed down and suddenly woke up. „Where am I?"she says rubbing her tears away. I can't explain what came over me, but I just kissed her. I can't explain this warmth that built up inside me. I have never felt like this with a partner. We kissed until we nearly suffocated. Than again I just didn't think of the consequences. „Ella, I want to fuck you right now!" What is happening and you are there not stopping me. I take your T-Shirt off and just ripped your underwear off. I don't have the patients anymore. I need to feel you around me. I pulled my boxer shorts down and got to your entrance. I looked you into the eyes and told you to stop me now. You didn't. What are you doing. I'm going to ruin you. I am a selfish bastard who is obsessing over taking down heroes. What do you see in me. You layed your hand on my cheek and looked at me with such loving eyes and you just said out of nowhere „I know. But I can't control what my heart wants." Did you read my thoughts Darling. I look into your eyes again to make sure you want this. Darling why are you smiling at me. I lean in to kiss you and go deep into you at the same time. You gasp while we kiss and I just can't hold back anymore . I begin thrusting into you. You moan against my lips and start clawing into my back leaving scratches. I haven't had sex that felt this pure and loving. Than I just feel you exploding around me. You are clawing into my back even more. I thrust two more times into you until I just explode inside. My climax has never felt this good with anybody ever. You my darling. You are my exception...
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Ella
This man makes me feel things I cannot describe. It makes me sad that he thinks this low of himself. I have all these things I want to say, but it's not the time for us yet baby. It will come. But there is too much going on at the moment. One day I will tell you how much I love you. Until then I will show you how good you can be. You are my exception .....

The first day at UA

After what happened between me and Shiggy we haven't talked. It's okay. Our time will come and I will show him that he has someone. I now have to focus on doing my job. Today is my first day teaching and I'm afraid that I will mess up. I will live on campus and I'm not really excited the only thing I'm looking forward too is the money I will be getting. The Uber is already waiting for me. I went outside and got into the car. We drove for an hour or so. I got out and wow. This school is huge. I walked to the gate and saw that a man with long black hair and a scar under his eye stood there. He looks extremely tired wow. „Hey my name is." Shit what was my fake name again. „Sorry I'm nervous. My name is Bethany Adams." God this was close. „Yeah I know." he said looking extremely annoyed. „Follow me." Okay asshat. I just follow him and start to look around. This is huge.
„I will get you to your Apartment so you can settle in today. You will teach your first class in the afternoon at around 6 p.m." Got it. I nod and then I see this apartment complex. He opened the door and walked up the stairs. Your apartment is at the top. You have a kitchen, two bathrooms, three bedrooms and a living room." Wow that is really big. We got to the top and my room number is 8. He gave me the key and looked at me. „Is something wrong sir?" He looks very intense into my eyes than he said. „If you hurt one of my students your done. These children mean a lot to me. If you tell anybody what I just told you nobody will believe you. Now have a relaxing time." I couldn't even say something back. I know I work for the bad people, but I still have morals and I won't hurt children. I haven't sunk this deep yet. I just shake it off and open my apartment. This is amazing. The living room has a TV and a white couch with a little gray table beside it. The kitchen is all white and also huge. I walk in and close the door and take off my shoes. There is a hallway with four doors too. I walk to the door at the end and open it. This is the room I will sleep in. There is a huge white bed and an amazing closet. Theres a card on the bed.
Hey,
I'm Hawks and I'm the one who got you in. If you need to talk just call.
+81 334668700
Hawks;)
I have no idea who he is, but sure. I drop my two bags and look for something to wear for class. I will just come in my training stuff Toga got me. I have about two hours until class I will just shower and then look for something to eat. I went to the bathroom and wow. I have a huge bathtub. I would love to bathe with Shiggy in it. Stop it focus. I just showered and put on my sweatpants and hoodie. I walked up to my kitchen took my phone and keys and headed out. There has to be a canteen. I walked down the stairs and started to look for the cafeteria. This looks like the main building. I walked in and there were students everywhere. I walked up to a boy with blond hair. „Hey, excuse me do you know where the cafeteria is?"  I hope he's nice. „ Huh, what do you want extra. Do I look like a tour guide." No dumbass a tour guide would know where to go. Than a guy with red pointy hair pops up. „Sorry he can be rude. We were heading there would you like to join?" Atleast he's nice. „Yes sure I'm new if you didn't notice." I said smiling. „ No problem. Are you a new student here?" he said. „Oh Nono. I'm a new teacher here." Now they both look surprised. „Wait are you our new combat and fitness teacher?" Blondie asked. „ I guess yes. I have class with you at 6 p.m. Do you know where?" God I feel stupid. „Oh yeah the sport hall is two houses next to this one ,here you go its a school planner." The red haired boy gives me a map. „Thank you." Than my phone rang.I took it out and the number is anonymous. „Guys I need to take this, but thank you so much fo helping." They both smiled and went into the cafeteria. I went outside and took the phone call. „Hello? Who is this." I said. „It's me darling." Oh god Shiggy. I haven't heard from you in a while. „Yes, ummmm what do you need?" „I just wanted to make sure you were okay." He said. „I'm fine. Don't worry I won't disappoint you." I said. „ You would never disappoint me darling. Okay I gotta run just wanted to hear your voice." He said than the phone disconnected. He wanted to hear my voice. Focus. I'm going to find the two boys from before and just make conversation. I walked back inside down to the eating hall. This room is also huge. Ah there they are. MMMm, and the black haired guy from before too. I walk up to them and ask how I get food here. „Oh, sorry Miss Adams I forgot to give you your teacher pass. You just show it too them and then you will get your food." he said. „Thank you. Oh and I didn't get your name Sir." He looks back at me and says." My name is Mister Aizawa." then he just turns around and walks away. Oh well. I get in line and wait for my food. I had too wait 20 minutes. I got yakisoba with a cola. I walked over too the two boys from before and asked them" Umm do the teachers sit somewhere special or can we sit anywhere." I said looking confused ,because I don't want to do anything wrong. „Hahaha no you can sit with anybody. If you want you can sit with us." The red haired boy said. „ Thank you." I said sitting down. „ My name is Kirishima and this is Bakugou." He said. „ Nice meeting my students." I said starting to eat. We then just talked for a while I have about 20 minutes until my first teaching lesson. I decided to just take a walk. It's already getting kinda dark. I love winter. It's my favorite season. I just can't stand the heat. I'm going to head to the sport hall now. I'll just wait the last 10 minutes. I got to the hall. I can see it's well lit. I walk in and there are a few fighting rings and other stuff like boxing sacks. I look around the room an walk into this room that said teachers. It's like a little lounge and some lockers. I walked over to one of the lockers put my phone and stuff in it. I have my gym stuff under the hoodie and sweatpants. I put my long black hair into a high ponytail and walk into the gym. I have about five minutes until my students arrive I will warm up. I thought about what I want to do in my first lesson with them and I thought finding out who is strongest without using his powers is some good information. Than the door opens. The first students arrived and went into their changing rooms. Than one after the other entered the room. The last person entering was Mister Aizawa. I think he will just watch so that I'm not harming anybody. I have to be careful to not use my quirk. They think I'm quirkless. It's so nobody finds out who I am. The students gathered infront of me and Mister Aizawa besides me. „So Class 1A this is Miss Adams. She'll be your new combat and fitness teacher. She is quirkless and that's the reason why we chose her. You guys relie to much on your quirks. She will make good fighters out of you guys so do your best." He said. Than he just went into the teachers room. Shit I have to teach these teenagers how to fight. Okay what should I say. „Ummm...hey guys. So I think it would be best if you guys warm up and than I will spar with each of you." I said than this green haired boy raised his hand. „Yes, do you have a question." I said pointing at him. „Yes, why do you want to spar with us?" „I just want to have something to work with. I don't know how skilled you guys are. That's why I want to spar. Don't worry I won't actively hit back. I just want to get a feel of how you fight and what style fits each of you best." I said looking around. The blond boy Bakugou will go first he has built up anger and I will change that. He needs a way to let it out. Then I gave them the sign to warm up. I showed them how too and they stretched for 20 minutes. Then I gathered them again.
„So Bakugou I will spar with you first." He looks surprised, but excited. He probably thinks he's better. Hmmmm this is a case of a boy with a big ego. We went into the ring and stood infront of each other. I am not planning on going easy on this kid. He needs a reality check and I'm here to do it. „So class you will now closely watch what I am doing. The first thing is to stand right." I start to position myself. Never let the opponent strike first. I run toward him and slide his feet away so he lands on his stomach. „Never let the opponent strike first. This is rule number one." They look shocked. The boy gets back on his feet and starts his attack. Aww he wants to swing at me. He's not strong enough for such a bold move yet. I duck and role us around and pin him to the ground. He's not going to be able to get out of it without breaking his arm. „Rule number two.Don't make a bold move without experience." I said letting go of him. „This fight is over." I said turning my back to him. I know he will try to make a move now. He grabs me from behind and throws me over him. I catch myself in the air and land on my feet. „Rule number three. Accept when you lost." They all look at me very surprised. The boy stomps out of the ring and goes to his friends. Who wants to go next. I spared against the rest for the last two hours. They were not bad. The best fighter of them was Kirishima. I talked with each of them after class and told them what fighting style fits them. I need to talk with Bakugou. I changed and went outside. Bakugou is a few meters infront of me. I catch up to him and ask him if he would be so nice and have a talk with me tomorrow at 3 p.m when we have our next lesson. He agreed and left. He was more controlled after our sparing. He's not a mean kid he's very insecure and just explodes out of nowhere. All he needs is someone who will teach him confidence . I think I will manage. I have to get to bed now. I'm tired and overworked. I got to my apartment complex on campus and went up to the top. I opened my door took off my shoes and headed to the bathroom. I showered put on a shirt and some shorts and went to my room. I got under the covers and fell asleep. I suddenly woke up at 2 a.m because I had another nightmare. I woke up drenched in sweat. I need to get outside. I got out of bed took my phone and went up to the rooftop. I didn't even bother to take a jacket. I sat on the edge of the roof and looked over the city. Why do I keep trying. I will never be happy. Uhhh not again. I tried to kill myself once, but I was found and rushed to the hospital. I feel like I'm burning alive so I'm glad that I didn't take my jacket with me. I'm thinking about calling this Hawks guy. What do I have to loose. I diele his number and wait until he picks up.
„Hey, who is it." I hear. He sounds very energetic for it being 2 a.m. „Ummm yes hey its me the new teacher. Bethany." He's silent for a second. „Oh yes what's up." He sounds very nice. „I just feel a bit down and I don't want to be alone right now." I sound so fucking desperate, but I kind of am. „ Oh sure are you in your apartment?" „Oh no I'm on the rooftop, but don't worry I can let you in." „Haahah you won't have to I will come up with no problem." „Oh umm then see you ." „Yeah see you in three minutes. Oh and don't jump will ya." He said laughing, but I know he means it. „Don't worry." I hung up and stared into the stars. Who are you Haws...

(So I'm very proud of this chapter. It's longer than usual. I will include art in the next chapter. so again to the few readers I have. You mean the world to me. And I really hope you like my writing style. I have big plans for Shigaraki and Ella. 😉😉😌😌)