Bts Smuts

Cant Stop Me Pt.1 out of 3

I don't know what it is about him and his eyes. That catch my attention and ignore the world around me. I feel like most would find this creepy or weird, but when he... looks at me I swear I see a glint in his eyes. Something mischievous or a hidden interest in what I have to say. The way he so casually brushes the hair off my face when it sticks on my lips due to the lip balm I wear. Or that he remembers the weird little tid bits about me. Then the feelings grew but I'm afraid they weren't mutual not much to my surprise. He hasn't even bothered to be around or when he is he's on his phone ignoring me completely. Then she came a heather to my one sided love towards him. Kind of cruel if you ask me. How I gave my world and yet she stauntered over and gave a small wave and greeting. Immediately his eyes were at her and my world came crumbling down.

His point of view
If only she knew this girl was the one who was helping me be with her. (you he means) I feel like I'm being played by this idiot (the other girl) i know she had feelings for me but i have only feelings for Y/N. I already rejected her politely but again and again she wouldn't leave me alone. Determined to "change the ways my heart feels" when I have been nice but she believes I'm a pushover. We went to her house she pushed herself on me and that was the last straw

3rd POV
When Y/N opened the door she was stunned. There they were almost halfway naked. It was too much for her she closed the door and sped walked to the one place nobody knew (she showed him 🤦🏻‍♀️) that she could cry and mentally prepare herself to let him go. Her other friends wouldn't understand or could careless. The world showed her she didn't revolve around those around her. He pushed her off and said "For the last time I don't like you or love you. I said this nicely to help you find someone who actually likes you. But you keep doing things and saying things to upset Y/N. Just because I'm kind doesn't mean I'm a pushover!" She was shocked at his outburst and wanted to hurt Y/N the same way she felt. He wasted no time to look for Y/N. Finding her at the little spot she always went to when a day went bad or something bad happened.

"Hey Y/N? Listen to me she is someone I don't love... hey I know what you walked into was not what happened. I rejected her months ago and she offered to help me court you. And I-"
You cut him off "enough with the bull crap can you stop saying love so easily? And if you rejected her you could have been more firmer from the start to avoid this mess!" You hugged yourself and thought. How can people this dumb exist? And survive all the way up till now? No it isn't fair he does this to me the minute I decide to relapse on him.
Then he confessed everything from the beginning to end. As we walked to a food court. He finished his side of the story once we sat down to eat. As we were eating he wanted to say something but something was holding him back. I felt a shiver and turned there stood the psycho. I smirked and planned to rile her up. I said "Hey girl meet my boyfriend! Isn't he cute?" The way her face fell and revealed her anger scaring him. Judging by the look on his face he didn't know to what extent she would go to make him hers even if it meant murdering someone. She then said in her annoying voice "You should thank me for helping him out or else he could have just started dating me. Oh and we slept a couple times before he rejected me"
After she left it felt a bucket of ice bucket was poured onto me. He looked down, I asked him if it was true. It was... I got up and walked towards a crowded mall. I need to be alone to get my mind together to then tell him everything I felt. Even if this idiot wasn't emotionally ready for me. I realized love doesn't hurt, it heals and makes room for self-improvement. A couple hours went by, no calls or texts. How stupid I could have been? It hurts and I can't blame anyone but myself.

2 years later (too confusing to explain their "relationship" of psycho and crush)
After that whole fiasco he got together with that psycho. Last I heard he tried divorcing her she threatened him with their child. Thinking about that gives me shivers. That wasn't love, that was lust combined with a toxic person. But anyways work has been hectic but I can't deal with that cocky bastard. Always up in my business at work and even on my free days I manage to bump into him. Crazy how a town so big we some how end up crashing into each other (oh my god that sounds soo creepy sorry wrote this at 5 am 🤦🏻‍♀️). His name is Park Jimin. The only and only biggest flirt in my building. We work casually as co-workers but his sexual innuendos and slight touching made me feel weirded out. Like didn't you just say you don't want a serious relationship? Anyways he does have a big heart for those around him. But sometimes he's a calico cat ready to pounce and be mischievous. Several co-workers had hoped to be the one he settled down with. But to their dismay he was upfront on what he wanted. A low key turn on for any women interested in men like the likes of this man. The constant flirting led to drinks to then us making out. He stopped since I was way past the point of being sober. He sobered me up and sent me on my way home. The next day was ... embarrassing! He chuckled as he told me the way I flirted with no shame made my face burn up. (Society really be making us try to be a virgin and a vixen 🤦🏻‍♀️)
Park Jimins POV
The way she was acting while drunk was like a seducing spell. The room felt hotter and the sexual tension was high in the air. But what my mama taught me was a drunk woman, was a trip to jail. (As in don't have sex with women who are past the point of not being able to give consent. And his mom wants him to find a woman/man who can make him happy. But anyways get vaccinated! Stay safe) Even I find it repulsive how men sleep with drunk women. Either way I had to get her home before she would get even more drunk. The next day she did a full 180 and back to reserved Y/N. Maybe giving love a shot doesn't look so bad...