Warning ; some uncomfortable part.
Song recommendations ; drunk-dazed slowed and reverb »Above«
Tapping the code, the door open. Taking his shoes off, putting the umbrella at the place, he open the light.
1 00 a.m.
He arrives home.
It's been a month since the last time he kill someone. Not going to lie he really did miss the time when he can laugh at the dead body or when he can plash the puddle of blood happily.
He need some space from his bad habit. So he try to stay away from human, and now he is working at a pet store. He love animals. They just seems innocent. The way they looked, the way they eat, how they love when someone played with them. It makes his heart soft.
When he in the Hospital, he always play with a orange-white cat. The cat is the only creatures that stay with him until he out. But lucky wasn't on his side. He really felt happy last week, went he go out from there. The first thing he ask form the doctor is, can he take the cat home?
And the doctor happily said yes! but when he went to the Hospital last week, the doctor there inform him that the cat dead after being abused by one of the nurse. His heart broke. The only placed where he can find some true happiness is gone. Even the Hospital patients and doctors sad about it as the cat always with him and they knew how much he love the cat.
Well at least the cat got some happy ending as Tag killed the nurse. And that the last time he killed someone.
Sighing slightly loud, he sit on one of his sofa and take some breath,before going to wash up. His life is simple.
6 00 a.m. waking up.
7 00 a.m. eat breakfast.
8 00 a.m. go to his work ( Cat Cafe ).
2 00 p.m. went home to wash up and prepare to go to another work.
3 00 p.m. went to his second work place ( Pet store ).
11 00 p.m. Walking to his favourite park
11 30 p.m. Spend some time at the park.
1 00 p.m. Went home and go to sleep.
And that's how his life everyday. Doing the same thing in his life. He try to stay away from people although he knew that he still in contact with them no matter what he do.
Seeing bad people doing bad thing like kick the cat or pushing them away making his heart boil. How can people be that bad to an animals ?
If they kick people or something he will not said anything as it's not his business but to an animals ? Hell no.
Done preparimg to sleep he tucked himself to his fluffy soft blanket as he turn the AC on. Closing his eyes he start drifted to sleep.
As important breathing is to people, sleep is one of the things that he would always love to do, even might kill someone that doesn't let him sleep.
Sleep is just everything. People might drinking to take all the pain away but for someone that doesn't like drinking he rather sleep all day. Feeling the dark bitter alcohol sliding to his throat just making his day more worst. He doesn't find drinking that fun. Like get drunk then you do something that you might regret later, examples making out with random stranger or getting rape and ect.
You might embarrassing yourself infront of people and do some weird confession that turn out to be something awkward at the day light after. He rather sleep then taking all the second hand embarrassment.
You don't need to do anything. Just closed your eyes, feeling the waved of sleepy coming slowly and if you have a hard time to sleep you can listen to an accustic song maybe ballad genre. You can try buying a bed lamp and put it beside your bed, lighting it up and put some lavender senses at your chest.
Theres many ways to sleep you can have and all of them gonna made your day better and better.
He desperate for sleep at teen age, suffering from insomnia. He try many ways only for them to failed successfully. One day he got an idea to bussy himself so he can feel exhausted at the end of the day. And it's worked!
Maybe in the Hospital he can't do much but he try! He really hate getting sick because of lacking from sleep. He doesn't want to always having fever and headache with him everyday in the week. It's normal to at least getting sick 4 to 5 time one year. But sick for 1 week straight and skipped the day after just to get it again is pain.
He already in the Hospital so how can how still get sick? His environment is not that nice having no friends but a cat with him. Always eating the same bad medicine, ugh that was a hell in the world.
But after he get out from that place he try to be more positive for his own good.
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Saturday, 11 July 2021 ( 12 15 a.m. )
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