Deku harem (fem strong world)

Izuka pov through out the story.

Izuka narrating.

After dad left, I thought it was thanks to me, niisan comforted me so much, but mum told me he was to blame, I didn't believe it until the doctor gave Izuku a book and said that he's quirkless.

I think he's hiding something from us, but my quirk isn't strong enough to see.

When daddy (toshinori) started dating mum, I was happy, but Izuku seemed more concerned, that's when I decided to bully him, he should be happy for mum, but deep down, I was worried too, what if daddy left us, or he wasn't a nice person.

After daddy and mum got married, something deep inside me saw it as another tragedy, another part saw it romantic, and then part of my mind started to imagine me and Izuku in their place.

Daddy asked if I'm ok, I told him I don't feel so good, after a while, it came to me, I had fallen for my brother, I'm so embarrassed.

Those feelings only grew stronger over time, and once puberty hit, my thoughts went from being snuggled and hugged by nii-san, to him touching all my embarrassing places.

taking me and then when he finishes sleeping beside me, sometimes when I'm alone, I run my fingers over my private place.

while my mind wonders to lewder, and more morally wrong areas, Izuku binding me up.

him blackmailing me, sometimes the blackmail leads me to dress up, even times where he catches me and takes me then and there.

While daddy is out, mum let's some guys in, if it wasn't for nii-san, I would have been violated and probably pregnant with a strangers child.

What would daddy say to that if it happened and he found out?

Would he be disappointed in me? would he disown me? if it wasn't for mum blaming nii-san, it would be horrible.

During a summer day off school, I noticed that nii-san always wore long sleeves, mostly hoodies, I thought it was just a phase or something.

One day, I got curious, so I headed to nii-san's room, but I heard what I know now is the sound of a blade gliding across flesh.

I was so worried I knocked, nii-san seemed to drop the blade and slid it somewhere, and walked to the door, I had asked him if he's ok, and that I heard something.

He said that there wasn't anything he was doing and it could have been in my head.

I did have an over active imagination, but I should have questioned it.

Thanks to my mum and daddy, all might often walked by and asked how I was, Izuku warned me that I might be too trusting of strangers.

Let's say I became very popular, and people started to get personal about izuku's home life.

For his age Izuku was 70 pounds, which concerned doctors and nurses, I believe he was average, I was wrong, mum was literally feeding Izuku whatever scraps were left, most of the time there was none.

Izuku started to show agitation and aggression, but there were other signs.

Then the real wake up call, one day, Izuku seemingly froze, I was near enough at the gate, and he wasn't even past the first hedge.

I look back and Izuku just collapses onto the ground, that was the first time I was genuinely scared, but my body rushed to his side.

My friends just laughed at him, how could they be so heartless.

That's when a pro arrived, midnight instantly called ambulance.

That whole day during class I would glance over to izuku's desk, katsumi would not pay attention, I could tell, she was so worried about Izuku.

why didn't I notice before, mum rarely gave Izuku food, the doctors and nurses glares of worry and concern, hell even his change in mood and health.

after class I went to check the hospital Izuku was taken to, mum and daddy didn't even show up, not as if their son just collapsed on the pavement on their way to school.

I asked the doctors of Izuku was ok, they never answered, they just had solum and worried looks.

I went home, mum and daddy seemed oblivious to it.

Until daddy got a text.

At one point after the incident, I stole daddy's phone to find out the truth, and who texted him shocked me, shota aizawa, eraserhead himself.

The texts eraser sent read, 'toshi, what did you do?' Daddy replied, 'wdym', eraser sent 'I just got to the hospital, one of your kids is laying in a hospital bed and your not here.'

I knew they were talking about Izuku, he's the only one who fits this, daddy left to 'check on something' but I know he went to get Izuku.

I'm so worried, what if it happens again, what if next time nobody comes, what if next time he falls into the road or collapses in the road, what if niisan collapses and nobody finds him in time.

Living through that once was enough, I refuse to let it happen again, even if I have to sneak Izuku food.

When Izuku came back, he ran straight into his room and locked the door.

'Good, and stay in there until you learn your lesson' mum said, and it made me actually hate her, he just got back from the hospital and he's getting treated like that.

'apparently the doctors think, we're underfeeding him.' Toshi said, 'they don't know what their talking about.' Inko said.

'you both are so heartless, I had to watch him collapses, this society... it's filthy, and it isn't just the villains.' Is all I say and I walk off.

When Izuku left, I felt like my whole world just walked out on me, toshi offered me his quirk, I said no several times.

but one day when inko left us both, I was practically forced, I still don't trust toshi, and if anything it doesn't seem right, I feel even more empty than when I started bullying.

almost as if I never deserved the power I have.

After the entrance exam, I see Izuku again, but he lost me before I can question him.

And all this time, I want to know where he was, and what he was doing, I lied about him being the traitor, to get him to talk to me.

That didn't work and toshi reprimand me for it.

After the USJ, I'm sure, that something was wrong, something couldn't be right, why did Izuku know the villain that attacked us, why was the villains trembling before him.

After that I walked in on the others, asked what they were doing, katsumi told me it's nothing to do with me, but I just couldn't help it, I eavesdropped on them, and found out about them comforting Izuku.

I hid nearby and waited for them to pull Izuku in, then I eavesdropped on them.

After the first wave I felt extremely hot, and uncomfortable, when that second wave hit, I needed to ease myself.

I... I didn't stop until I screamed out of pure lust, that feeling, it was so... addictive, I wanted more, it was like a high that I never wanted to come down from.

After that day I realised something, I was so bad to Izuku back then, and ever since I've been facing the consequences, all those times I got hurt because I didn't realise that was how he felt, now I'm wondering if deep down in some twisted way, I enjoyed it, not the bullying thing, the karma of it all.