♧One Shots♧ Stray kids ANGST

❤💔sᴇᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢʙɪɴ.🥀

I love you

A/n: Because I've seen a tik tok that said:
Changbin once said in an Interview that he would be happy if people paid attention to him as a human being and not just as celebrity or for his appearance. And that shit was sad
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"Seo Changbin open the goddamn door!", you yelled, knocking on the wooden door in front of you like crazy.

You couldn't even see the door properly, the hot tears that were uncontrollably rolling down your cheeks blurring your vision.

Your sobs were so loud and painful that it shattered Changbin's heart as soon as he heard them.

How you ended up in that situation?

Well, you and Changbin broke up two weeks ago, because of so many reasons.

The argument that day started with you mentioning the fact that you two weren't public yet.

And that somehow turned to you two bringing up problems which you two kept inside of yourselves for a longer time.

You two always tried to talk and work things out. Changbin was your first love and you were his. The thought of him also being your last was so addicting, that you two tried everything.

You two put your whole heart and blood into your relationship, loving and supporting each other unconditionally.

But that argument brought up very old stories and thoughts, you tried to forget, but also new ones.

The thing was you two actually thought yelling at each other would be everything before you two would apologize and cuddle.

That was what you two always did. You talked things out, making compromises, because it was something new for the both of you.

But something that hurt you way too much than you thought it would, was him assuming you only liked him for his appearance and his talent and not for him as a human being.

That hurted you so much, shattering your heart into little pieces.
You didn't know if he really meant that or if he was just saying weird stuff, but at one point you were convinced these were his real thoughts.

After he said that sentence, you fell silent, knowing he stepped over a line.
And he knew that too, but instead of apologizing he kept quiet.

He was too overwhelmed and it took him a while to realize what he had said.

Until you broke up with him.
Him assuming that was the most painful thing you had ever heard. After everything you two had been through these past 2 years, he said something like that.

Something you didn't know was how he really felt about these things.
Of course he doubted your feelings once in a while, because of the weirdest reasons.

But he always knew that you loved him.

It was just that this was his biggest fear besides losing you; finding out you were using him.

He knew he messed up and that he should've talked things out with you nicely, instead of assuming things.

What happened happened.

"Binnie please open the door", you begged, tears still streaming out of your now red, puffy eyes, while hitting the door.

"You can't do that!", you tried to yell under your sobs, causing you to choke on air.

"Hopeless romantics? Really? Couldn't you wait until I got over you in a year or two?! You have no rights to write a song about us!", you bottom lip was trembling as you let your feelings out.

"I love you, you idiot!", you yelled, hoping he heard it. You regret breaking up with him. You regret all the words you said to him.
You wanted him back.

You loved him.

And he loved you.

The door suddenly opened, startling you before you backed away.
You felt your hands ache, the exhaustion washing over you from the sleepless nights you had.

Your head was empty as you saw Changbin standing there, him not looking better than you. He was also crying, frowning with a pout while the tears reflected the sunset.

And instead of yelling at you, asking you to leave or talking in general, Changbin was so overwhelmed he just walked up to you and pulled you into his warm embrace.

The familiar scent that you missed so much giving absolute comfort.
You wrapped your arms around him holding onto him as if he would vanish any second.

"I'm so sorry", Changbin whispered weakly, "I love you so much, Y/n. You can't imagine how sorry I am for saying all these words. I can't live without you. Words can't explain how much I need you. Please forgive me", he cried out.

Your heart ached hearing him sob these words, sending shivers down our spine at the same time.
The tingling you felt in your stomach increased your heartbeat.

"I forgive you, if you forgive me. I can't live without you either. I love you for who you are. I love the way you smile, the way you care for me. How you get mad when the other members try to flirt with me to make you jealous", you let out a weak chuckle.

"I love the way you look in the morning and how you ask for cuddles after a long exhausting day. How you care for me when I don't feel well and how you always try to make me feel better. I love everything about you, so Changbin", you whispered, loosening your grip to look him in the eyes.

"That was the nicest thing someone has ever said to me. Of course I forgive you", he tried to smile, his bottom lip still trembling.

He noticed where you were looking, making him look at your lips as well, before slowly leaning in waiting for you to show a reaction.

And you didn't back away, you closed your eyes feeling his hot breath tickle you.

And then you felt his lips gently coming in touch with yours, carefully kissing them as if you'd break any second.

You kissed him back with the same amount of feelings, trying to tell him how important he was to you.

The kiss became a little more passionate and intense, making both of you realized how dependent you were to one another.

You broke the kiss, the emotions still as strong as before, while taking a break to breathe.

He gently rested his forehead against yours, smiling widely.

"Do you want to try to things again? Can I call you mine again?", he asked with closed eyes.

"I'd love to"

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