The convenience of love

Part 19

Lily and Emily were still teasing me about the hickeys am never going to hear the ends of it when Finn drops Emily to the campus he said he is throwing me a part for that am never kissing Xander for the next week for real these friends of mine are running me crazy after our classes we went to my apartment lily is telling us how she got interview on Monday at Cross enterprise Dereck wanted her to go to his company but she was having it which lead to them having a fight she didn't want to go home right away when we got to the apartment we order some pizza in and we watched a movie there was a knock at the door
Emily went to open the door "Wendy I think you need to see this" I came to her finds a man standing there "Wendy Baker "
"Yes that's me" he gave me three big boxes
"Sign here" he said
"I didn't order anything are sure you are at the right place "I asked him to make sure
"Definitely " he said I signed for him and he left when we got inside I tear the box find a paper there

"Hope this will make it up for you I had a bad day and you know what to make it better wish I will get it pick you up at the dinner later
Love you x"

"Ooohhh he is so sweet " lily said reading the paper above my head "my baby is growing what do you do" I just ignored her tire the box I find all different make ups very expensive inside
"This is beyond my imagination you know he spent thousands on these" Emily said the box were open with different designs of make up here
"I can't accept this" I said to my self
"Well he got it for you"
"It's not like am with him for money why would he spend money like this for no reason I won't be even using half of these it's not I attend different occasions on every weekend " I said going to get pizza I paid and we eat talking I put them back in boxes later and went to the dinner

After my shift lily quited last night do it was just me after my shift I went out to find a man Xander driver there "he is inside "
"How long have you been waiting for me"
"One hour "
"No need to open the door for me I got it " I got inside find Xander on a computer typing and yelling on the phone in French when he hangs up
"To my apartment Joseph "he said getting on laptop again
"If you were busy why come here" he looked angry his hair mess his tie was loosen
"Can you take me home first please " I tell the driver that finally got Xander attention
"Spend the night with me babe " he said looking at me I shaked my head and lean on the window looking outside when we got to my apartment I got out and Xander followed me "Xander go home " I said turning to him
He looked at me begging with his eyes he looked as if he failed something "please " I sigh and pulled him to come inside with me
"Are you hungry " I asked him getting inside closing the door behind me he just shaked his head no he really did had a bad day he was in a very bad mood

"Make yourself at home" I went to the bathroom took a shower came back Xander was already sleeping in my bed I switched off the lights and goes to bed he pulled me to his chest "Are you planning on telling me what's wrong " I asked him drawing small circles on his chest using my finger
"It's nothing just work " he whispered even though I wasn't seeing his face well due to the lights I knew he was lying "you could tell me you don't want talk about it instead of lying to me I thought we said communication " I told him turning to the other side from him he just hugs me from behind and we slept like that

On the morning I had morning shift at the dinner so I wake up took a shower I came back to my room Xander was sitting on the bed on his laptop "good morning " I said going to the closet
"Where are you going " he asked coming after me
"To work "
"You can't today call your manager tell him you need an off day" His phone rang cutting him off
"And why do I need an off "I was applying some mascara using my old make ups the ones he gave me are still in the box planning to give them back
"I said hold them back what the fuck do I pay you for if you can't do this let me find your resignation letter on my table" he yelled on the phone I turn to him taking my purse to go
"Didn't I make myself clear you are not going to work " he shouts at me
"Amazing not even a week in a relationship and you are controlling my life" I said amused by all this he runs his finger in his hair taking steps to me "sweetheart,,........" I leased my hand "safe it Xander not necessary " I pass him but he broke me when I push him to go my phone rings it's lily
"Hello"
"Have you checked the news " she rush asked me
"No why "
"Open the damn tv Wendy these people are crazy " she yelled I go to the living room opened the tv my name is on tv with the headline
Who is the woman behind Xander James calling off the engagement
This is why I didn't want a relationship with him or anything to do with him
"As far as I know Xander is spending every night there" one report said popping up a picture of us last night
"Who is she anywhere I don't know her" another girl said on tv
"That's what we are about to find out for you for don't miss the following " I feel on the chair behind me this can't be happening to me
"Wendy I promise in my power nothing will happen to you" Xander said taking my hands in his kneeling infront of me
"It already happened "I stood up "I need to be alone please " I said going to my room and lock it I fall on bed crying "open the door Wendy please " my breath starts to quicken I try to control it but how am I going to survive this I can't be in news again my mom paid every dime we hard to cover this and now just because of him everything is going out my phone rings it's my mom
"Mom " I cried for her on the phone
"Baby are you okay I heard the news " wow now it's all over the country really
"No" I whispered putting my head in the pillow
"Mom can I come home please "
"Baby this is your home it's open for you anytime you feel like it I will be waiting with open arms" That's why I love this woman she didn't even know I was in a relationship let alone with a business man but when I need her she is ready to be there for me no matter what

My room door open every one is there they come inside Xander was on the phone "wait a minute" he hung up he was in a grey suit his hair was a mess
"Sweetheart are you Okay " he asked looking worried he came to hold my hand but I removed it
"How do you think I am with my life about to be broadcasting there in the tv " I yelled at him he took a step back to talk but I beats him to it "save it Xander the damage is already done and that's a great thanks to you " I crapped my hands for him
"We should give them time to talk " Dereck said
"No wait " I said quickly they all looked at me
"Can we Please watch a movie " I practically begged
"of course anything for you "Emily said coming to my bed Dereck kissed my head "go easy on him girl he is trying " Finn as usual messed my hair "You know if you need anything " they all left and me with my girls we spend hours watching movies

"Am going home" I said out of nowhere they turned to me "I can't even go out the reporters are everywhere I just need a break " I continued
"When" lily asked me she was scared with me if everything goes on news
"Am driving tonight "
"You can't drive alone how about we get a plane ticket " Emily said
"It's not that easy for the last minute" I lay down on my bed
"Then call Xander I know he can help " lily said "even though after what you told him here I don't know " she shakes her head at me "what" I asked them they all roll their eyes to me
"Wendy just because things went the wrong way you don't have to go on him like that you could have heard how he called me he is worried I know it's hard on you but so is he " lily took a deep breath " Dereck told me that his company is getting effected he is the ceo he must be there for it but he puts Xavier on to first deals with you case " now that makes me feel horrible "I didn't know I was worried about myself " tears started to form in my eyes
"We get it and everyone makes a mistake that why you need to call him apologize and ask him to help you out " Emily said giving me my phone I called him but he didn't pick up I tried three other times no answer "he is not answering " I said tears finally fall down was I really that too much on him

"Maybe he thinks that you are going to yell at him let me try for you but am asking him to help us out on apologizing it's on you " lily said calling him he answered on the first ring he definitely doesn't want to talk to me