GREATEST ONESHOTS- X Reader

~ICE BATH~

"Fuck you! I can't believe I loved someone so heartless!" my hands were shaking and my sight was blurred because my eyes were welling up with tears.

"No, please Awsten! I- I can explain!"(he/she) pleaded desperately. No matter how hard (he/she) could try to persuade me otherwise, I know what I saw- there was no mistaking it.

"Don't try and pin the blame on me like you always do. I thought I was the problem; I tried to change myself -better myself- for you, but you were the problem from the beginning. I see that now," my voice trembled as I stumbled to the door.

"Awsten, wait!" (he/she) cried, unsure whether I was bluffing or not.

"You're the worst!" I yelled. And that was the last thing I ever said to (him/her).

My car door swung open and I turned the key to start the engine. I put in an old CD to clear my mind, but ultimately it fails. I'm driving where no one can catch me. I need to find a place to breathe, and to drown out my thoughts- they're getting too loud again. Maybe I should- no. They'd follow me. "I promise I'll come back" I'd say, but it's not the first time I've thought about this; they had to talk me out of it last time.

The sunset was a gradient, with pastel oranges and neon pinks merging like  a watercolour painting. Rolling down my windows, I get out the car and sit on the bonnet. I gaze at the sky, which looks so pretty it seems fake- like Y/N.

Maybe in another world we'd still be together..?