Nothing is Normal. Book Two.

It haunts her....

{Nobody's P.O.V}

"Is he okay?"

"What happened?!"

"It's all your fault!"

"What me?! I didn't do anything!"

"This has happened before and you didn't warn them!"

"Hey now! Don't go blaming people. It's nobody's fault this happened."

Sobs broke out in the corner off the room, where a women sat, head in her hands. She thought this was all her fault, like she was a bad mother for letting this happen. But, she couldn't have done anything about it if she tried. She only could've been there to catch him fall...

An older gentleman, the one that was just argueing with her, comes over and embraces her in a hug, whispering calming things to her. Their son lay in a hosptial bed, but this wasn't new to them... it happened a lot when the boy was growing up. Nobody knew what was wrong with him. Nobody. It was just an all too weird case. The doctors tried everything to figure out what was wrong, but never succeded.

His bandmates quietly sneak out the door, leaving the couple to coupe. They walk, heads hanging, palms sweaty, just wanting to know everything that's happened to their mate. They had never seen this before, nor ever wanted to. The make their way into the cafeteria, where they sit at a table with four girls.The curly haired boy starts having a conversation with the red headed girl, she's asking about the blond, Irish boy in the hospital bed, getting caught up on all the latest information. The raven haired boy with a blond streak, starts talking to a blond headed girl, she had just flown into see him and instead was met with a bodygaurd, who brought her to the hospital. On that plane ride with her, was a girl with curly brown hair, she was older than everyone in the group, but didn't look it. She did nothing but hug the brown headed boy with a shaved head. She knew that he wasn't good in these types of situations, especially if that person meant a lot to the boy.

Then their was this brown haired girl, her bed hair wild, eyes bloodshot, eye liner running down her face. She was just staring at nothing in particular as she though of everything that happened today. She loved Niall like a little brother, but longed to be with her boyfriend... who at this moment, was in a jail room. She wanted to be there with him, to hold him, to tell him it would all be okay in the end. Even though she knew she couldn't.Everybody here had their boyfriend to comfort them, unlike her. She started to feel like a thrid wheel, except there were way more than three people. She knew, unlike most people, that her an Niall had a special bond that was indestructable. Never to be broken. And to have the two boys, that mean the most to her, in the hospital or in jail, destroyed her. She just wanted to vanish, dissapear like she was never there, but she knew there was no help in that.

She tuned out of her daydream, looking around at the people around her. She saw them all talking amongst each other as she quietly got up and walked out of the cafeteria. She walked down the hall soundlessly, going up and elevator and stopping in front of a room. A room belonging to a boy she thought as a brother, she knew it was more than that, but she knew she would never leave the boy in the jail cell, no matter what happened. Slowly she opened the door, revealing bleach white walls and an empty space, pushing it open further, she saw a blond headed boy laying on the hospital bed, a sheet covering him, needles and what not in him. She wanted no more than to take them out and take him away from this hell, but all she did was step further into the room, closing the door quietly behind her and walking over to him. She sat in the chair, that was near the bed, bringing it over so she could watch him lay there. Grabbing his hand and rubbing circles on it with the pad of her thumb.

"I wish it was me instead of you. I... I wish you never went through this. I... I wish y-you told m-m-me." She broke down in sobs at that moment, shaking her head at herself. She felt discusted in herself, but that wasn't a first. Dropping the boys hand, she buried her head in her hands, sobs racking through her body as she slightly shaked. A half hour dragged by and she wiped her tears, seeing she had no more and sighed. She just sat there, rocking back and forth slightly in her seat, awaiting the boy to wake.

Back in the cafeteria the group was quiet. Everyone knew the brown headed girl and the blond boy had a special bond, not only that but that her boyfriend was in jail. The three boys werev going through the same state, they have lived together for a few years now, they were in a band together for crying out loud! Nothing could break there bond. Nothing.

The red headed girl, had been living with them for a little while now, as they had begun touring, she joined them. Now, she was there for a total different reason than she planned. She had fallen in love with a member of the band. Not only that but she was debating her other love... with the blond headed boy. She had gotten over the love for her best friend and now they had just gotten back to normal. Looking over at her curly haired boy, she smiled slightly and snuggled into his side, closing her eyes. The boy smiled down at her, kissing her on the forehead and putting his arm around her shoulders, bringing her closer to him. In his eyes, she could do no wrong. He would let nothing, nor nobody ever hurt her. She just mattered to much to him, he knew she got attached with the boys on the band, every on of them and that she was hurting to, they all were, but he knew he couldn't stop the hurt, no matter how hard he tried.

The group was all growing tired, and the brown haired girl returned. She had more eye liner and mascara running down her face, cheeks red, eyes even more bloodshot, nose red and she looks very cold. The curly haired girl got up and embraced her in a hug as they rocked back and forth and whispered things to each other. She motioned everyone to get up and they walked out, the girls arm around the again, crying girl as they made their way into the bands tour bus.

Soon, they arrived at the hotel. The girls went into one room, the boys another. The boys knew they needed some girl time and sat on the couch. It suddenly felt big with only three people sitting on it, but they brushed the thought off and started talking about random things to each other, but they knew that nothing would cheer them up.

In the other room, the girls sit around on couches, talking about random things. They decide it's best to go to sleep and depart to seperate rooms, as the brown haired girl with messy hairs go to go out, the red headed girl grabbed her arm and offered her to stay in her room, which the girl gladly accepted, knowing if she went to hers, it would be to much. The boys go into their rooms, after a while, everyone falls asleep except for one girl.

No matter how hard she tries, she knows she won't be able to.