fiction|Zeng Keni x Yu Yan story ✔️

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TW.: Murder, SA

Jenny Zeng POV.

A few days have passed since me and Yuyan had sex, yet somehow it's not awkward between us at all. If anything, we became closer... I think it's time that I ask Yu Yan to tell me about her past she promised to tell me when we just met.

"Yan Yan, are you sleeping?" I opened the bedroom door to see Yu Yan laying on the bed staring at the roof while she was playing with her fingers.

"No, I'm not" she sat up and stopped the movie that was playing in the tv.

"So Yan Yan, since we uh... Got a bit close, can you tell me about how you ended up there on the streets?" I asked, a bit stressed.

"Hm... We are pretty close so sure, why not, come in Keni" she patted the seat beside her so I rushed into the room and sat down.

"Okay, but I'm not exactly that nice of a person..."

I'll write it as a flashback, however she's explaining her story to Keni.

Yuyan POV.

The snow was falling on my dark brown hair, as my girlfriend was holding my hand. The warm and fuzzy feeling that I got from Dai Meng's presence was the absolute best thing I've ever experienced.

We do fight a lot tho, just like in every relationship. It felt like the snow was coming between us, it was almost like a real person was keeping us apart.

"Yu Yan" Dai Meng turned to me while letting my hand go. "We have been.. Fighting a lot, I think... We should take a break..".

"You... Alright, but before we end it how about you come up to my apartment so I can give you some stuff back?" I asked, with multiple thoughts rummaging through my head, but the main one being 'this bitch'.

"Alright Yu Yan, I'll... Go now uhm.... Cya" she turned around, and didn't even take her scarf she gave me.

As I was standing there, in the middle of the side walk, snow falling onto me. It felt like I was gonna get burried by it if I didn't move as soon as possible.

It was 10:26 PM, the snow was still falling. As I looked out the window I saw Dai Meng walk to the apartment building and entering. I had a nice dinner set out on the table.

I heard the doorbell ring and I calmly openes the front door. I greeted Dai Meng with an empty smile. She stepped in the apartment as I slowly closed the door behind her.

"So where is my stuff?" Dai Meng asked as I just pointed at one of the chairs at the table. She didn't even ask and just set on the chair.

"Please, listen, I am sorry let's just get ba..." she didn't let me finish and stood up immediately.

"Yu Yan, I told you, I don't want to continue this shit anymore" Dai Meng yelled at me.

At that point, something broke within me. Something was not the same. I grabbed one of the knives on the table and started stabbing her neck.

Her scream were like music to my ears. After minutes of stabbing her and her still not being dead, i grabbed  a tea kettle and smashed it onto her head.

Her eyes widened for the last time and reached out for my hand and pulled up my sleeve with her last strenght.

"I'm.. Sor..." she let out her last breath and I threw her corpse onto the floor.

Tears started running down my face as I lookes down onto my lower arm: it was full of burn marks and bruises. She did this to me. She deserved it... Right?

God damn it... She deserved it, that fucking bitch.

I stood up, sat down at the table, and started eating the now cold stake. My face was covered with Dai Meng's blood.

After finishing my stake I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. That's when it hit me: I killed the girl I loved. I killed her, the one I loved, the only one that could make my heart bloom. The one who made me happy the most inside, but hurt on the outside. My skin was a survivor of her, but my soul was a lover of her.

How am I supposed to feel..?

After some debating I decided to ca the police on myself. I couldn't just act like a normal person like I didn't kill someone....

About 2 years before meeting Keni.

I've lost everything for revenge but at least I finally got released from the mental hospital. I was free.

What was I gonna do tho? I have no money, just the necklace Dai Meng had given me 4 years ago before we broke up and before.. Well... You know.

After about an hour of contemplating what I should do next, I had decided to try to live on the streets, at least until I had a family member to contact.

One year before meeting Keni

My life has been broken in half, yet again. I didn't want trouble I just wanted to sleep on a bench but this man.. He... He raped me. I don't even know who this is but it feels like someone betrayed my trust.

How am I supposed to live on now...? Noted, this was all my fault for killing Dai Meng, but I didn't deserve all this...

2 months before meeting Keni

It's cold. I just bought a blanket from the money an older lady gave me. She was very kind... She also bought me some food and let me shower at her place. I just truly fish everyone was like this.

Night was coming around, so I decided to lay down onto a bench in my favourite park and cover myself with the new blanket. I was holding onto it like it was my life, like if it was stolen, I was gonna die...

Present day.

My eyes were swollen from crying too much while telling Keni all about my life.

Suddenly I felt two arms embrace me in a warm hug. My tummy was feeling fuzzy, and suddenly I didn't feel as sad as I did before.

"It doesn't matter what you did, she hurt you, and you were in a dark place, okay YanYan?" Keni asked while caressing my hair.

"Mhm.." I nodded, enjoying the love I hadn't gotten in at least 6 years.

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