POLAROIDS

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Angst !!!!
Italics are flashback
Warning: Really angsty.... Suicide mentioned read at your own risk....








It had been a week, a week in her life the longest she had ever stayed away from Jason, her daily dose of happiness.
A week since they broke up over a very silly fight where Jason became overprotective over her, when she met with her boy friends that she was cheating on him and decided it would be best if they split up. Three years with him? Down the drain  three years of love, happiness and trust? Thrown into the bin.
It had been like this for a few months him getting jealous over nothing and lashing out on her nd the next minute? He would latch onto her cuddling and hugging her as If he was leaving her.

She so wanted to get back with him, but her mind didn't except the fact that he was right though he wasn't without jason her life was incomplete she was broken but neither did she want to live in a toxic relationship.

She decided that she would have to stop living her life like this and best move on since Jason didn't seem to want her back.

Picking the things he had left, she noticed a diary fall out. She picked it and saw that it was a memory book 📖.

She opened flipping the first few pages she found the first Polaroid, it was the first time they met, as they gazed into eachother's eyes, Piper's friend had taken the right moment to click the picture as they stood below a fountain coloured water springing out of it.

It was the weekend when Piper was pulled into a jeep by her friends as they were going on a road trip all the way to Disney land. She was quite excited and happy. Reaching there they started moving in groups, she soon reached a fountain, at the bottom there were a few LED Lights that made the water looked coloured.
She quickly stood in front of it, pushing her Polaroid camera into her friends hands as she posed in front of the fountain. Moving backwards she soon tripped over a rock falling into the fountain only to be caught by her knight in shining armour, catching her in a dip like position, her eyes tightly closed waiting for the impact flew open as she saw bright blue eyes wide staring back at her.

She flipped onto the next page. It was their first date. She looked into the camera witha giddy smile as he looked at her with a loving gaze. Honestly, she missed the way he looked at her. The way his eyes would light up at the mention of her name.

It was a Saturday as Jason took her to a theme park going on all the best rides they took a photo as a photographer insisted them to take one,they went on with it and happily returned with a Polaroid to remember the day.
But what they didn't know is that in two year's time the same day they'd lose eachother.
Taking in every happy moment she had pictured, she cried and sobbed as she thrashed around wanting the nightmare to be over. She missed him so much that words couldn't express it.
Afterall that's what u do after your loved one,your soulmate, your other half the better half leaves you.
She still wasn't sure what Jason meant by ' let's break up we aren't working". They didn't fight, they never ignored the other they were way more than perfect for eachother maybe that's what came in between them.
Perfection. Piper was sure he wasn't okay.
It had been a few weeks since the breakup but her heart wasn't budging from what it saw. There was something in his eyes when he broke it off. Regret? Could be. Anger? May be. Sadness? Could be an option. Love? She wasn't sure but it was her heart,it wanted him, she needed him more than anything.
He was the sugar to her coffee or else her life was just bitter. The eraser when she makes a mistake,he erases every sad and angry day she had with a hot bubble bath and a massage. She was desperate for him but he was a fool! An idiot for breaking her heart. The poor girl was sone, done with everything she was on the brink of falling into an emotion less pit.
He was the light, the happiness the spark her everything.
But unfortunately not every love story is happy with a happy ending.
She carved for one but heart found it in Jason.
Was he cheating on her? Was he in love with someone else? Did he lose his interest in her? Did he fall out of love? Or was she just a toy along the way?.
She shook her head and realised that sitting here wouldn't help,so she went to meet Jason's sister, Thalia.

After she reached the apartment she climbed the stairs, her anxiety and fear kicking in she thought it might be a bad idea,  tears streaming down her cheeks she wiped it away taking a deep breath she knocked on the door.
Thalia opened the door, her head hung low,opening it wider she chuckled bitterly " why are you here?" She asked venom lacing the words.
"Where is Jason I gotta talk to him" "oh! Please stop with the drama! Piper atleast now that you know what happened to him" Piper was taken aback "WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM?!!!?!" " Wow! I never thought my own brother would do this to you." Thalia said hugging Piper "Thalia please what happened to him please I love him, why did he breakup with me! Why dida he leave me?" "He- he- he is" she said taking a shaky breath she said something Piper couldn't hear "what?'" "he he he is dead "










"NO!" Piper got up sweat dripping from her forehead, panting. She just wanted the nightmare to end butno, she was living it.
Jason left her, he was diagnosed with a level four cancer it spread throughout the body and he was awaiting his death.
His last wish? He wanted her to move on, love someone who wasn't Jason his heart ached when he remembered the dream of watching Piper walking down the Altar to him looking her best for her most memorable day disappearing into thin air, he craved her but he knew going back would only hurt Herz the doctors lost hope as the cancer cells started multiplying each day spreading throughout his body. He was growing tired and tired and he couldn't do anything about it.
Her tears fell from her eyes as she realised that she didn't get to say I love you for the last time.
She attended the funeral as she saw Jason in his best suit the suit they decided he looked extremely handsome in, the suit he was to wear for their wedding.
His blue eyes shut long ago. His blonde hair lay still oh  how much she wanted to run her hands through it only to get a satisfactory reaction from him. He wanted to hug him say that he wasn't dead and that she'd always be with him, always and forever grow old together, have children, cuddle and spend time just goofing around taking Polaroid photos but she knew that the Polaroid camera was going deep into the trash she couldn't bear to see his camera the way his eyes were once bright as he smiled at her to pose.

She couldn't take it anymore, she ran back home, she knew her home was with him, her love she saw as the sharp blade touched her hand blood oozing out. She ran it along her hand as the blood oozed out she started feeling dizzy and she knew she would soon be with him.
She closed her eyes and smiled as she felt herself drift off into the dark.










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