past & present

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the past wrongs finally left my mind
they are no longer available for viewing
i learned and finally found myself

i just need me.
i can be happy with me
i don't have anyone to please
i don't have to please anyone now
because it never was and
will never be my job to

i felt like the villain in my own story
i felt bad for being around
i was sorry for making boundaries
i kept letting them in
when i knew what was going to happen again

people say that they are thankful for those who hurt them because they made them stronger
in my mind the people who hurt me didn't
help me become stronger
it was me making the decision to become stronger
i did it out of my own well-being

i am happy
i deserve it
this is what i have been waiting for
and i don't regret waiting for it

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