cheaters 101

cheat #3

My life was never that easy.. it involves big people with big names, and a big name comes with a huge responsibility.

Tapos panganay pako, i had to be this and that.. i had to do this and that, if you people only knew how much pressure that was. Even at a young age i have to be strong i cant be weak cause people look up at me. I had to be good because im a daughter of my father.. i have to excell. I have to be matured. Alam niyo ba yung parang kinalburo ung utak mo para mgng matured? XD well, that's what happened to me. .. naranasan niyo na ba yung wala kang masalihan na group kasi puro matatanda sila and they look down at you kasi akala nila ndi mo pa maiintindihan? Bullshit.

It was very hard, i tried to be IN but truth is im still OUT.

i thought i had friends but they're just stupid lying back stabbing bitches who just stick around because of money. At first i tried to be perfect but people dont notice any of my efforts, and with just one wrong move then you're dead they'll start gossiping and adding more color to their story about your fuckups. As far as I know, im still human im still allowed to make mistakes. And the people i thought could help me stand put me on a compromising web of lies and instead of helping the did it the other way around. They think they can break me? That they can break us. I got tired of playing safe of playing good when the truth is it has always been the other way around.  I crashed untaming the demon i had inside.