I was pregnant,and after all Thomas promises i still hated it,i was saying this all over again every day "Theres no more life,no more love,no more anything,my life gone with this baby..."
And unfortunately Thomas stopped me from aborting.
One day he came home with kinda scared face,i was cleaning the house,i came closer and asked him "whats wrong,honey?" smiling,i was in a good mode that day finaly,
"Claire,i need to talk to you...
"Ok,start!"i said exited,because i thought that was something for his job or baby,
"I'm... leaving you..."he said hard
"WHAT!!!"i pissed off
"Thomas,are you crazy,you...you can't leave me alone with this baby,is this some kind of joke?!"
"No Claire i really...don't need baby right now"he said calm and quiet
"It's not your choice!omg what's happening to me!it can't be...it can't be!!!"i was shocked
You won't leave us Thomas i can't let you!!!"i shouted
"Well who are you to not let me Claire!i can go wherever i want without you and that baby!"
"But you promised!"i said crying
"What?!"
"You promised...that you would be great father and that you would take care of me and baby...was that a lie?!was it?!
"No it wasn't but it was then!i don't think like that now!i want to be an artist whit casual life,and i can't be that with baby....
"So Claire please...this is my dream,I'm sorry but i can't,you are alone...he said gentle
"You were the only reason why i kept this baby!!!i can't believe that you are doing this to me!!!
"Well i changed my mind"he said cold and gone from our house
I was shocked,i just lied on bed and fell asleep.
