lost life 💔(suga/yoongi ff)

start of problems

Yn pov
I woke up early today as I had to deal with some dealers
Mostly am the one who deals with the other mafia grps as I am the heiress of my family
But I don't really want that position I just want to have a normal life like other girls out there
After finishing the dealing I came back to my house and started eating my break fast I was hella hungry

Yn's mom: yn i have something very imp to discuss with u

(Yn mind : I know u people will talk to me only if there is something imp or about ur bussiness I just hope it won't affect the other side of my life as a normal student)

Yn's mom: me and ur dad has arranged a marriage for u after ur graduation u have to get married so that we can expand our business

Yn : u r not the one who should be taking that decision mom !!
I have my life I can't spend my life as a mafia
For the whole rest of my life

Yn mom: u also know that u will never be able to lead a normal life yn . Ur born mafia and u have no other option so why not accept things as it is and be a queen who rules

Yn : I don't want to mom and I won't

Yn mom: am informing u not asking permission..u know the rules once decision are taken in mafia world its like written in rocks.. we can't take back steps...

Yn : this is ridiculous mom I have someone whom I love and want to be with for rest of my life

Yn mom : then stop loving him ur love can kill him . Am leaving I have works to be done

And don't do anything stupid that u will regret for rest of ur life
I know ur smart so take decisions appropriately ( and she left)

Yn: I lost my appetite thanks to my mom😏( sarcasm)

I did my daily scl routine and went to scl

At SCHOOL

Yoongi pov
Am gonna confess to her no matter what happens
I have to be strong
Tae: u can do it hyung!! Fighting 🤛🤛🤛
Yoongi : I will confess in lunch break

Yn pov
I entered the scl and saw my friends they were again bickering they are so cute
I shouted their name to get their attention
Yn : ui !! Rosee
They noticed me
Rose and iu : hei yn come here
And for a while we were chit chatting
Time skip to lunch break( ur author is lazy guys😅😅)
We all entered to the canteen and I sat near Yoongi and iu
He was staring at me I got little shy and and asked him ' why r u staring at me is the food on my face'
I saw tae was continuously tapping suga shoulder and nodding his head
So I asked tae ' tae is there any problem. Why are u guys acting weird'
Yoongi: yn I want to confess something to u

Yn:.......( I didn't know how to react)

Yoongi: yn I love u.. I want u to be my girlfriend and protect u and cherish u the way u deserve

At this moment my mind was blank and I dint know what to do the things my mother told me at the morning started repeating in my mind

Yoongi: u can take ur time u don't have to.....

Yn: no Yoongi !!u deserve better being with me will only ruin ur life I can't be selfish
( Tears started flowing as I really loved him but being with me can be dangerous to him I can't take the risk when it come to him)

He just left the place and taehyung followed him before tae leaves he told ' u should have given him a chance'

Yn : ( I wish I could do that)
Ui and rose : u should have agreed u also liked him right
Is there any reason behind this yn
Just explain him he will understand

(No one here knows about my family or my other problems I can't  drag them in my problems)

What sholud yn do guys 
Should she accept suga if yes how will she face the upcoming problems???

I know this one is short as I didn't get much time I had online classes
If any mistake pls comment so I'll correct it
I purple u guys 💜💜💜 pls comment if any suggestions