My love will never change (boyxboy)

everything has canged

"I dont understand how long do we have until foreclosure? " dad said

" you all have to weeks to move out"

"Please just one more month. I have to find a place for my familia" he said in his spainish accent.

"Look I cant help you there buddy"

"Well I guess we'll just be gone in a week"

"Good"

Dad slams the door angrily as the banked drives away " I'm sorry I failed again. Maybe we'll go back to spain we can't afford to live here. This was our dream, now it's a nightmare guys. We will go back and pretend this never happened."

"Dad why can I just find work and stay here" I ask.

"If you want I will let you. I'll enroll you in school here. You'll be on your own. You're old enough to make your own decisions. Just call every once in a while." Dad said

"Yes father I will" I answered.

"Well, it looks like you got your future planned already my son. I'm proud of you. Surely the girl that will marry you someday will be worthy." Dad said.

Who says I want a girl. Vaginas make me uncomfortable enough. The thought of puting my dick in one making me close to vomiting. Girls sleep with everybody else but the person they are dating. For real how could want that? Ewwww!!!

"Father can I have a talk with you about something?" I asked scared half to death.

"yes anything for my son" he said.

After I got into my room, I sat him down on my bed."I am gay" I told him.

"No child of mine is going to be gay" dad screamed. He jumped up, grabbed my arm, slapped me, slammed me into walls, and kicked me hard in my gut so hard that I vomited.

I walked to Dollar Tree and grabbed 10 packs of five pencil sharpeners. After walking around trying to find gauge for thirty minutes, I walked up to this hot blonde skater dude with blue eyes. He had scars on her arms, maybe from cutting. " excuse me can you help me find some gauge" I asked.

"Yeah sure follow me" he said shyly.

Damn I want that ass. If you saw it, you'd want it too goodness. He's probably straight anyways. Maybe I'll ask for more help with something like my whole shopping list. I want him. I need him. I need somebody to love. I am a lonely emo kid on his own with no one to talk to.  I mean why is he so shy?

"hey when do you get off?" I asked bravely.

"um 10ish.... Why?" He said 

" because I um kinda like you" i said looking into his blue eyes while scratching my head

"I kinda got something to do after work today" 

"okay coolio"

"but you can pick me up tomorrow" he said with a dirty smile on his face. "you know what it can wait. I'll be off in two hours if you can pick me up"

OMG is this real or is it my mind playing tricks on me? Maybe he'll bro zone me. I really hope not

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