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𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 ◔

~“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough"

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I never liked family trips.
My mother always said that they make a perfect opportunity to bond with your family,
but I always felt as if I'm just drifting further away from them and the world they live in.

As usual,my dad is talking about his hobbies with my brother.

~𝘪𝘮 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦!~

I remember him saying this a lot when I was younger, meaning that he always liked Adam more.
As I was growing up, I tried to brush it off and just trust the same old words
              𝘸𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺

They don't even hide it anymore,even if you were a complete stranger you could clearly tell who was the child they obviously never wanted.

I sighed and turned my volume up.
It was always nice to take breaks from reality.
Music was one of the rare things that made me feel like I'm alive.
Like I still exist.
I can't hear anything except the lyrics,
I don't hear my parents laughing with my brother. I don't hear them talking about being disappointed in me.
We're passing by small shops and houses surrounded by trees, while the sun is still high up in the bright blue sky.
It's peaceful. If only I could stay like this forever.

~𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓹~

"Y/n!Y/n,wake upppp!"

I heard my brothers voice.
Did I fell asleep?
Yea, I probably did.

"what do you want?" I asked still not opening my eyes.

I hate when people wake me up especially if they do it without a good reason, like my brother does.

"if you don't want to spend the night here ,I suggest you take your stuff out before we leave you"

he opened the door and started getting his things out of the car
𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦.
We already arrived. Who knows how long I slept for.

I stretch and yawn looking out the window.
Familiar sight. Apartment complex with palm trees surrounding it, people coming back from the beach, kids running around....
same as the last year.... same as every year.
We've been here for our every vacation as long as I can remember.
I'm getting rather tired of the same old sight.

I get my suitcase from the back of the car and silently follow Adam to our apartment.
I assumed our parents  already found it.

I took my phone out of my pocket.
8:34 p.m.
We arrived earlier than we usually do.
However it's already dark outside so we're probably not going to the beach today.
At least we have Wi-Fi here so i shouldn't have a problem with keeping myself occupied for the night.

As I was walking in the building I suddenly felt like I bumped straight into a wall.
I fell on the ground
I'm  making an idiot out of myself first day here. Wonderful.