letters | junhao

two

4 may

to my junnie

it was a cold day today, we both went outside and went to our favorite cafe.

i order my usual chocolate frap while you get your americano.

we then both go to the park and smile at the cute kids that are having fun.

you then said you were cold, i wanted to just hug you until you were warm, yet i ended up just giving you my jacket.

you smile at me and say thank you as i feel my cheeks heat up and turn into a small crimson red.

i just wish you knew hao much i love you.

— your haohao ♡

~

20 may

to my junnie

today we went shopping for our first day in collage, you suggested me some backpacks while i suggested you some stylish tshirts.

it was crowded, full of students who seemed to be excited for their back to school.

you tried the clothes on, i try not to look, but i cant help it.

who knew i could fall for you deeper and deeper each day?

— your haohao ♡

~

25 may

to my junnie

today we went out to hang out with the other guys today.

soonyoung and jihoon hyung announced they were dating.

jeongcheol talked none stop about their make-out session last night

and mingyu and wonwoo were to obvious.

yet, when you were going to get a drink, you talked to a girl.

shes pretty..ish

i drank too fast and too much.

the next time i looked, you were kissing her.

i told everyone that i was gonna go home.

i cried on my bed, wishing to be alone for the next few hours.

i hear you come home, you werent alone.

i put a pillow over my head not wanting to hear what was happening in the other side.

why her?

— your haohao ♡